friday, august 28th, 2008

it's new post...
if i post on 8th september,
that means i did not post for 1 month.
omg, another one month past.
i turing 20 soon in few months more. sighs.
but now i feeling upset.
wanna release my sadness here.
work, today i did closing with 3 partners.
i prefer opening i guess,
as we don't need to clean everything,
don't need to clean the sampah.
the sampah really super duper smelly.
i feel like vomiting when i smell it.
what can i do?
i don't breath lo. lolz
but if i wanna work closing, i will only arrange the pastries.
easy, clean and got air-con from the chiller!
i know i'm bad.
well now is about 2.10 am.
very tired now. but don't feel like going to bed.
at the moment, i'm still considering what course
should i choose to continue my studies.
pharmacy or engineering?
both have it's benefits.
it's so hard to make a decision.
as i always say, i don't like to make a decision.
i hope i will choose the right path.
but i'm ok study either one.
few friends of mine had already start their course.
some fly to US, some to HONG KONG, some other places.
wonder how are they doing now.
we will meet some days later.
today wasn't very in a good mood.
after i heard something from A.
when A told me bout it,
my heart break into pieces.
that feeling was very bad. very bad.
sighs. just forget what A said a.s.a.p.
i'm gonna stop working next month, maybe.
i'm afraid to let my boss know.
i ask her once if i stop next month possible?
she was like monster wanted to kill me.
godness. she is a good person la after all.
wow, it's my first time staying sooooo late wei.
guess nothing else special to tell here.
better off to sleep now.
rain everyday, feeling cold very night.





days we had, too little, too short,
for me to tell u more.