吴克群_越爱越难过




你有从歌里听到伤心的故事吗？

so how's my new skin? nice ah?
why is't so hard to find a nice blogskin le?
all the blogskins i found either there is a gal inside or a boy
or a couple inside. aiyo...
why so like to put gal or boy inside le.
haiyo.
those don't have le,
the margin doesn't suit my page.
haiyo.. find another nicer one after exam.
i had my 2 papers on monday.
the following papers will on next wed, thurs and fri continueosly.
omg~ wish me luck and wish other luck too.
so hows everyone now?
i mean those having hol, waiting for uniand etc?
quite a long time i didn't not keep in touch with them already.
i have thought of learning another language after my Alvl.
jap or korean? which on shud i take?
ha! i think i will take jap first.
later on possible only learn koream.
can't wait to learn a new language.
so sad since exam started, i didn't see my korean for days.
ha, joking la. don't care bout korean anymore.

最近，我的心情真得很差。
我很清楚不是因为考试的压力。
而是另一方面的问题。

其中也是因为四川地震的发生。
每天翻看报章，都是在报道地震的情况。
死亡人数一天一天的在上涨。
余震也可能会发生。
一个风景水秀的地方，
一夜之间就变成了死城。
看到这种情景，大家都痛在心里。
在电视上看到四川的画面，
我都会忍不住地流眼泪。
可是我坚强不让眼泪留下。


心情差了，我话也少了。
没有那个心情和别人交谈。
因为一些人际关系的矛盾。
现在我发现，
对一个朋友好，
并不是一件好事。
你对他好，
当他是好朋友，
牺牲那么多,
可是人家可能不把你看得很重要也不会珍惜。
你一直以为的，可能并不是真正的。
当你发现事情不是你想像中那样时，
心里那种莫名的痛是多难受。
我终于明白‘不够朋友’ 的意识了。
心里有一口气，很不甘心。
很想放声的哭。
我也很久没有大哭了。
想找朋友聊聊，又想一个人自己。
很矛盾。
有一位朋友说过，
人际关系是一门很大的学问。
真的是一门难念的学问。
受的委屈还是自己知道比较好,
告诉别人,恐怕别人说你小气之类的话。
有人对我说过
“你好像很喜欢驾车哦？”
对，我有时很喜欢开车。
一边开车，一边听音乐，看看周围风景。
真的能让我心情好很多。
无论如何，
我也学会如何对待一个人
才不会让自己受伤害。

还是把精神放在课业上吧。
难过.....

today afternoon went to buy lunch
i wallked pass a kedai ubat.
saw a uncle sitting ontside the door packing those herba.
the scenery is like a very old poor kesian uncle packing some stuff.
a song hit my mind.
haha what song is it?
the song yonghan used to sing.
‘sio ba zhang ah sio ba zhang'
haha somemore the way he sing is like so pity.
okay i miss his singing. haha.

the person in red is han. look at his expression! omg~
den me, voon*vroom* and beatrice.

well,
natural disaster keep happening these days.
3 years ago, tsumani happened in Asia.
later on followed by heavy windstorm happened in America,
blizzard in Japan,
earthquake in Middle East,
cold current in India,
drought in Africa,
.... a lot more disaster happened these days,
many people's precious life were taken away.
all these happened without control.
last month, another scary windstorm happened in Myammar.
more than millions people's houses were destroyed and lifes were taken away.
they do not have a place to stay and don't even have enough food to supply.
all these have not settled, on 12th of May,
a magnitude of 7.8 earthquake happened in Sinchuan.
more than 20thousand people passed away.
there are still more than 10thousand people waiting for help.
just one night, a beautiful city became a dead city.
how scary it is.
lets do something to help them people.
they need help.
i hope all these disaster stop happen from now.
but impossible as global keep changing now.
we cant estimate what will happen next.
but hopefully we can take precautions before it really happened again.
sighs.

it's already years i did not post a proper post of my days.
i have been very busy lazy and tired to blog.
looks into others blog, i love their blog.
always have something to blog.
and meanwhile exam is ard the corner,
mom somehow don't allow me to use computer.
haha that's normal k for all mothers do the same thing.
Last Sunday,
father's birthday and mother's day were both on the same day.
yea we celebrated to both together..
as usual all the kids will do,
like bring them to some restaurant to have dim sum lunch and dinner.
we did the same as well.
so i can't think of any special thing to share about.
well, having bad heachache now.
probably due to i ate something i shouldn't eat just now.
yea, had my last class in college last friday.
after class gathering with teachers,
we went to pyramid to have lunch and then to Redbox.
it was my second time went to redbox.
first time was with kaka nan all of them in The Curve.
differebt gang of people sing different songs of coz.
hmm.. my collmates chose a lot of old songs huh.
out of my expectation.
and due to i seldom listen to english songs,
so i din't sing much.
i salute Andrew, as he can really sing like Chao Ge.
omg~ i always think he looks a bit like Chao Ge.
but sadly no one agree with me.
they are really funny in the way they talk, their expression and their action.
hui eng, gym mama, is the one who always came out with weird weird things.
like thing normally people won't do, she actually did it.
voon is her best partner, yea both of them do crazy stuff haha.
talking about tall guys, i only think of chuen jeina nd yonghan.
jein, a perfect boyfriend. that's what i heard la.
he good in study and sports! he even can play some musical instruments.
how can a person know so many things? he is good looking too la.
yong han, the klang-nia. haha. he ah, aiya... haha
same 'spesis' with shau en. why?
both from klang la. lolx.
the cempaka-ians, beat, joyce, nick and huieng.
same type od pl due to they are form the same school.
nick speak great english. erm some american slang lar.
beat, LAME JOKE from her only.
joyce, a girl always ' aiyo *herherher*' haha. think of colour think of joyce.
she alwasy with different hairband and earrings.
hwa, the first person i know when i switched to PE5.
sheau yong and jo ying, both SI MUN girl.
they sometimes actually 'zha' me sometimes >.< aiyo =".="''">.<
jo, another swimmer in our class besides jein.
jaric? bao qin tian oh when he serious face.
wan yen amirah, both laugh alot. especially amirah.
look at her she will keep laughin.. =.=''' swt-ness.
azeim and serena. haha. funny fellows.
jin, with surname ooi, i saw a clinic ooi near taylors le.
cheeping, like always got bully others huh? izit cheeps?
tan jia-li, omg a cat lover wei.
haha i better stop. very bad headache. anyone i left one sorry ya.
pictures ah.. next time lar. slp slp slp

1. What is the most important thing in your life?

what ah? I guess the most important thing is how I spend my life to the full lo… do all the things I want to and enjoy all the moment with friends and family..

2. What's the last thing you bought with your own money?

hmmm.. could be few weeks ago.. erm, I don’t have own money le.. all kat bank ma..

3. Where do you wish to get married?

hmmm.. Malaysia of coz? Same as yean.. having a garden wedding.. or some wedding very special or grand..

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?

lol I will tell you when it’s a time to share hehe

5. Are you in love?

yea, im in love… in love with lots of theing.. puppy even though I don have one.. in love with songs.. in love with some Taiwan star.. erm in love with koren? Lolx joking man

6. Where was the last restaurant you had your dinner?

the last restaurant ah? I think is in Rakuzen Restaurant with my family in Kepong Parkcity Waterform.

7. Name the latest book you have bought.

last book ah? Magazine consider book rite? Den ifeel magazine was the latest book I bought lo..

8. What is your full name?

my full name u tak tau den you are not my friend lo.. for what this tag ask this stupid question le?

9. Do you prefer mother or father?

er… equal la… mom cook mom can monja.. daddy ah… tell him what I want den he will think first then only get it for me lo.. lolx

10. Name a person you would really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.

hmmm… the Korean guy? Lolx. Or Jiro Wang? Or Aaron Yan? Haha or Datuk Mathadir?

11. Christina or Britney?

Britney.. she is the one I know also the one I think is pretty but her attitude ain’t good some times..

12 Do you do your own laundry?

er… those need hand wash I do it myself lo.. need machine den mom will do it for me lo.. I don know how to us washing machine to be frank.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?

er… study oversea and earn a lot money travel to Taiwan Hong Kong and Korea.. or maybe UK.. hehe

14. Hugs or kisses?

both? Hugs and kisses from friends.. both represent wishes from my love friends..

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

~wah.. 5 thing ah? She is tall pretty and friendly
~ she is funny she is smart
~she in love with wu chun a lot a lot… yes A LOT..
~she loves to watch Korean and Taiwan series a lot.. I din’t notice she actually watched a lot of series d… geng!
~ I admire her handwritting a lot a lot..

16. 8 things i am passionate about.

> love my family..
>enjoy every moment with friends yam cha with them..
> obserb the sexy-ness of Jiro Wang *whacked by yean*..
>read people's blog like being a busy-body girl lar..
>hang out with my lovely friends..
>in the future travel alone
>watch all the series and movies i want..
>SLEEP~!

17. 8 books i have read recently.

- erm, my chemistry book
- my physic book
- a story book from my friend "PS : i love u'
- newspaper
- magazine
- school magazine
- 学海
-don't know lar..

18. 8 songs i could listen over and over again.
*erm i love all songs.. i listen songs over and over again will depends on my mood.*

19. 8 things i have learnt last year

+ being a lame fello
+ how to treat people
+ chemistry knowledge
+ maths knoeledge
+ of coz and physics knowledge *got whacked*
+ how to drive
+ how to be a good girl?
+ erm, some general knowledge lor..

20. 8 people i want to tag.
*thank u for meng yean as i have my last chance using Taylor's computer*
# ee mei
# ze wei
# chee ping
# sook voon
#yong we
# nan zi
# hang woon aka daddy
# shaun liew


last day of college, this is my last chance using taylor's computer to blog.
we gonna camwhore and going out later. last time staying in class with teacher.
i am going to say bye bye to my teachers in 30 mins.
i will be leaving taylor's after 10 days.
i'm not a taylorian after 10 days. omg
17 months past. college life ends.