no longer a place for me to write whatever i want when i'm feeling down.
as don't need anyone to pity me.
just hope there's someone i can talk to when i'm down.
but, its hard to find. bye blog.

爱疯了

kinda like this song and the lyric.

aih...

有時候，我寧願，靜靜的悉聽你說話。

已經好久沒有真正的寫部落格了。

除非是有很不開心的事，

才會來這裡發泄，

不過也只是隨便的寫兩句而已。

懶得寫多。

有忙完了一個學期，

考試考了，成績出了。

接下來，該如何打發我兩個月的假期？

找工作，可是沒人要請只做兩個月的員工。

找短的課程，可是課程的時間不適合。

放假了三個星期，就只待在家裡。

真的好無聊！

有沒有人要請我？

no where to release.

dont ask why this time.

i say so.

aih...

自食其果。

S.H.E - 愛上你

today,
I brought back the fear again.
I built the wall in my heart again.

this song makes me think of the time I was in Paris.

It was already 3 years ago.

I listen when I was in plane going Paris,

in bus to Paris,

in the hotel in Paris

and while walking down the street in Paris.

while looking back those pictures took there,

I miss Paris,

I miss Switzerland,

I miss London,

I miss Black Forest,

I miss Amsterdam,

I miss Scotland, the strawberry tart n chicken pie were so awesome!

I miss Belgium, exp the chocolate!

OMG I miss all the places i went!

I definitely go again!

Eiffel Tower

LonDon Bridge

Lucence, SwitzerLand

HolLand

Titlis Mount, Switzerland. (both up and down)

too many pictures wanna show...

so lazy to upload.

only show 6 here.

sorry!

how much i wish you could spend 5 mins talking to me. that will be enough to cheer up me.

-last post from now.-
-this blog is back to dead mode again-

Chan Kin Keong: so xin,i suddenly curious

Chan Kin Keong: how well can u cook?

={ yunxin }= : lol, badly

={ yunxin }= : cant cook

={ yunxin }= : why ah?

Chan Kin Keong: OH NO

Chan Kin Keong: later i cook better than u how?

Chan Kin Keong: haha cause here 5 pm de, so i thinking,how well can u cook

={ yunxin }= : good la

={ yunxin }= : den u go aus cook for me

={ yunxin }= : hahhahh

Chan Kin Keong: haha

Chan Kin Keong: wan me go aus pulak

Chan Kin Keong: go leaarn how to cook, i b ur guinea pig

={ yunxin }= : i can cook, but not with stove maybe LOL

Chan Kin Keong: lol cook have to use stove lor

={ yunxin }= : oven? lol

Chan Kin Keong: unless u microwave everything and oven everything?

={ yunxin }= : or food dont need cook one

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: maggie cup noodles??

={ yunxin }= : salad not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: .....

={ yunxin }= : YA CUP NOODLES

={ yunxin }= : and...

={ yunxin }= : sandwishes not need cook

={ yunxin }= : and delivery not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: no more comment

Chan Kin Keong: xin u just failed as a housewife

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahhahaha

={ yunxin }= : LOL

={ yunxin }= : thx!

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: can clean?

Chan Kin Keong: maybe give u some points there

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahah

={ yunxin }= : lol. clean easy only

={ yunxin }= : or maybe use disposal one.

={ yunxin }= : or hire maid larh.

Chan Kin Keong: with maid! U LAZY PIG!

Chan Kin Keong: so xin, u really failed as a normal housewife.

so in conclusion, i failed to be a housewife? LOL

THX KIN KEONG FOR THE COMPLIMENTS ON ME BEING A HOUSEWIFE.

I'm pretty sure there's someone who willing to cook for me. ^^

so uncle KK, u dont need worry i will suffer hunger in australia.

等待。

等待那天的到來。

可是感覺上，

這好像是沒有結局的等待。

摸不清要等多久。

摸不清那天會是那一天。

而我，為了你，耐心的等待。

親愛的風，

請您大風的吹，吹走我的無奈。

親愛的雨，

請您大雨的落下，沖走我的煩惱。

親愛的宇宙，

請您慷慨的給予我一點小小的力量和幫忙，帶我尋找我的人生。

suffering breathing difficulties. - sad =(

hi to my gastric problem, can u don't find me every month?

i don't like u. - double sad =((

headache, dont visit me during my hectic study month, pls! - triple sad. =(((

一首每次聽都很有感覺的歌。
音樂，你是我的靈魂。

In signal lab, doing experiment with Speedy33 with built in filter function,

tutor : ' Try increase ur sampling rate... but in real life, increasing in sampling rate, cost will be more expensive .. '

* the he changed to the highest rate *

tutor : ' Don't need so high, cost will be expensive...'

he : ' aiyo, this is lab ma everything is free...'

while

I : *burst into laughter=.=*

************************************************

I'm feeling blue today.

As I'm just stress of everything.

Don't worry, u did not do anything that pissed me off.

Just be as hyper and perasan as u can.

Thats the way to brighten up my day. =)

The cuteness in u is the key to my happiness.

And,

Your world will never be empty.

Cheers up k? =)

I ask : ' scare to jump down ar? '

he answers : ' I'm scare of height... >.< '

That voice, that expression, that cute, i will remember. =]

So near yet so far.

So Near Yet So Far.

I close my eyes,

to look away from the reality of the world.

I fall asleep,

to have a dream, which only have u inside.

I smile when I dream,

because I feel u are with me in my heart and by my side.

I look up the sky,

wishing it could be blue always.

I walk under the rain,

so that i wont know my tears dropping.

I talk to friends,

to forget about my sadness.

I pray to the Universe,

ask Him to help me get through the hard time.

I'm waiting,

the day only belongs to us, only us.

Love by u, give me strength walk down the path,

Loving u, give me courage to continue with my life.

They don't know how deep is the feelings.

I dont know how to proof.

I will learn to be strong for u.

I will fight for our day with u.

I will wait, even if the day will not come.

I wont give up, until u tell me one day, u already give up on me.

Two thing I promised you,

I will have it in my mind always.

I trust u. ♥

maybe i should had kept my promise 2 weeks ago.

maybe i should had let it go before anything worst happened.

maybe i should had wait for it to come again if it really belongs to us.

maybe i should had lie to u from the begining.

all decision i made,

it doesn't reflect on what i think and how i feel in my heart.

maybe if i did it, could please everyone, but i know it doesn't please u and hurt u.

u know how and what is in my heart.

i trust u, the day will come again, and only belongs to us.

Rain Falls Down lyrics
I'm only sure of one thing
That's you right now
I hear your voice
And what we talk about
And I'm trying to say
It won't come out
Yeah I'm trying to fix this broken mouth

And I'm wishing that I could take your hand
And set you on some untouched land
Just so you are never sad again
And you world you have known will somehow end

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

To hear my voice and know that I am here
I'm always there to wipe away your tears
I lay your hair behind your gentle ear
And tell you there is nothing more to fear

You are the reason I am the best I'll be
So let me stitch your heart so It won't bleed
And I won't rest until you finally breathe
'Cause I still love you more than anything

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

I can feel the rain fall down
I can see the clouds leaving town
I can tell your life's turned round
And I can hear you singing so loud, Now

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

每一分鐘都有很多不同的事情發生。

只要在生命里， 在腦海中，

有着那一分鐘的回憶，

我們就有資格去擁抱那一分鐘的思念。

每天衝衝茫茫為生活奮鬥，

忽略了身邊，

一份感情，一份思念，

一份幸福的將來。

有時放慢腳步吧。

我錯了

一切都回到原點。

4月15，

一個夢的開始，

甜蜜的，

傷心的，

堅持的。

4月23，

一個夢的結束，

不捨的，

不願的，

放棄了。

4.15-4.23,

9 days of my Fairy Tale Story.

It was a dream.

now,

the dream should come to the end.

back to the beginning of what we should do.

everything begins again. and 4.15 will come again.

it will not be a dream again.

匿名的朋友 by Rainie Yang ♥

一切回到原點。

when you have no mood to do anything...

when you don't know what makes u so down...

when your mind doesnt work well...

when you started to day dream...

when you want to run away from the world..

when you thought of giving up on what you do...

when you woke up from a bad dream...

when you cant do all your test papers...

when you get a bad result for ur exam...

when you are stress...

when a knife stab into your heart...

when tears drop without you realizing...

when your tears start flowing in your heart...

when you hurt someone...

when you need someone to talk to...

when you need someone to comfort you...

when you need a hug...

so much of when...

but,

when i'm writting this...

i'm being miserable for no reason.

Those days we had together.
i will always remember.
moments and memories we had,
cherish my life all the time.

uni life.

what a life.

why do i actually chose electrical eng?

i dont know.

these days,

there's some problem disturbing me.

i wonder am i overreacting,

or

is it exactly what i thought.

i dont dare to find out the truth.

i shall fight for it,

but im afraid of losing it.

so now, just keep it deep down in my heart,

maybe its the best place for it to stay.

and having it around me everyday,

its already good enough for me.

yes, emo song again. =)

recently fall for this song.

am i really a very emotional person?

why am i always thinking so much?

how to stop myself from thinking all types of rubbish?

arghh.

nvrm. tune back my mind to study mode.

a new post after years

I'm back!

buahaha...! =.='

Well, i came here to blog

because I'm too bored over here.

I'm in uni now, helping out orientation.

sitting beside my game booth.

waiting freshies to come and play.

while waiting,

I'm looking around,

see people passing by...

what a day...

today already cny chu 9.

what i did in the past 9 days?

hmm went back hometown, meet all my relatives.

everyone is getting older.

aunties uncles look older,

guys looks more handsome,

girls looks more pretty,

baby grew up, taller now.

I only go back once a year,

so every year I go back definitely can see big diff on everyone.

besides that,

went to Bukit Tinggi with my family.

(p/s: not the one in Klang, its the one in Pahang)

there got a japanese garden and a french garden.

hmm both gardens are quite small.

1 day can finish,

but if u want to spend time on spa and shooting photos,

probably 2 or 3 days.

in japanese garden, u can rent kimono for half an hr.

half and hour cost RM20! kinda exp lor....

quite tiring as keep walking up and down the hill.

French Garden

Japanese Garden

later on, had a cny dinner with my lovely high schoolmates.

before that went for movie, 14 Blades, by yean's 'husband' and my idol.. =P

the movie was ok larh...

ka sat besides me,

after and hour, I ask ka, how come already show for 1 hr and haven't see Wu Chun geh?

she answered, maybe he is super 'kelefeh' gua..

*yean dont punch me* =P

but Donnie Yan was on the movie from begining to the end.

WOOHOO he is hot... OMG

eh Donnie Yan's body can fight with Wu Chun leh... hahaha.

after that went for dinner at Oriental Pearl Bukit Jalil.

hmm the dinner wasn't that bad.

we got a bottle of red wine and 2 bottles of Guinness.

i only had a sip of the red wine,

and they say my face turn red. where got larh...

but the abnormal one is Sally la. she is shouting and screaming throughout the whole dinner.

time. =='' hahaha...

6 days more and uni reopen.

11 months more I'm going Aust.

Time flies really fast!

take care everyone.

when is the next I'm here to blog,

no one knows.

never understand!

don't want to let go.

it's so annoying!

and irritating!

if one day i said something bad,

it isn't my fault.

you make me do so.

i mean it!