你，莫名其妙。

我，懷疑。

開始不信任妳。

妳，偽裝，假惺惺。

我，瞧不起。

開始對你反感。

你們的故事，

我聽多了。

怎樣才是真正的你／妳，

我不懂。 也不想懂了。

知得太多，也沒用。

我會當你的聽眾如果你要告訴我。

否則，我不會多問。

就保持現在的關係。

對你對我對她都好。

（給你的 ： 對不起，我不是故意把我的聲亮提高的）

考試距離現在還有一個月。

很多書要溫習。

很多東西要完成。

是時間不夠？ 還是我變懶了？

身邊得人都很聰明，

讓我覺得自己很笨。

就如此，壓力無形間慢慢的變得很大。

為什麼我的決心就如此脆弱?

我的人生真的經不起風波嗎？

我應該是變得懶惰，變笨了。

是時候，自閉到考試。 

我觀察了。我看到了。我了解了。

她的眼神，出賣了她自己。
而，
他的舉動，出賣了他自己。

很難不讓我對她有不好的觀念。
也，
很難不讓我對他有所懷疑。

有少許瞧不起她的人格。
和，
少許瞧不起他的人品。

靜靜的觀察，我看到了，人的真性情。

多久沒來寫部落格了
上一次是， 4月20 吧。
寫部落格的心情漸漸的在我的生活習慣消失。
人每天都在濄生活，每天都有很多不同的事發生。
太多的感觸，太多的話，
不曉得要那裡說起。
最後還是選擇了不說。
有時自己知道就好，
太多人對你的事情了如指掌
也許會帶來對你不必要的傷害，
不必要的困擾。

朋友太多，
沒辦法對每個人好。
對得了這位好，沒辦法對那個好。
對這個太好， 被忽略的會妒忌，講你的壞話。
對每個好，反而辛苦的是自己。

很累。
我，終於， 生病了。 T.T

waoh, i haven't blog for almost 2 months?

hmm what were i busy with recently?

what else besides study? hmm maybe pak toh? lolx jkjk.

i had fun in the past few months and also kinda stress with homeworks.

fun as in met alot of new friends and had activities with them.

just 2 days ago, i had a bbq session with some engineering kaki-s.

hmm i hope everyone did enjoy that night.

thanks to Sean as he offered us place for bbq. 

and seriously, he has a very cute lil sister!

she freaked us out on that night. a lot of fun thing happened with her around.

when we about to leave, 

out of sudden she cried. lolx.

kids used to be like that, i was like that when i was around 6/7 yrs old also.

my aunt came over my hse for holidays when she going to leave, 

i ran to room and cried! lolx. kid ma! >.<

i knida miss her now~ owh...

the group pic. 

this is Alyssa. she is cute! 

 she love chocolate cake i guess. =)

besides bbq session, a week ago had dancing performance.

yes i learning dancing now. =.='?

latin? jazz? lol no way. those too feminine for me.

i'm learning hip hop. beginer only la kay!

don expect too much from me kay~!

that night was awesomes. i salute those dancers.

they really enjoy dancing alot! there were 25 performances.

we burnt the dance floor on that night! =)

and 2 weeks ago had some friend's birthday celebration

all these are the fun part. lolx.

 

come to the stress part.

study yeah. owh >.<

i'm having semester test on this friday saturday and next tuesday.

saturday? yes saturday, u didn't read wrongly.

it's saturday. kesian la. haiz. all semester test marks will be included in the final exam

and final exam coming soon lo. aiks.

i haven't revise all my subjects. T.T 

why haven't? because all days playing only la! haha.

final exam coming means semester 1 gonna ends. oh no

thats pretty fast! haha. wish me luck pls.

and wish ppl who are studying and having exam, good luck! =)

i'm sad as i don't think i get to go aussie next year.

maybe going year after next. sobz.

but year after next might be a good choice. 

at least i have a lil foundation of my course. hmm

and a friend who is going next year offered me 

accommodation if i go year after next. lolx.

so good person of him. 

oh well, hopefully i can get good results la. 

*pray pray pray*

what else happened in the pass few months? hmmm

i guess nothing much gua... lolx.

oh ya wanna see pics go my facebook la. 

he has feeling on her, and she has feeling on him.

they couldn't get together because of some reasons.

maybe it's still not the time for them to be with each other.

who knows future, they might be and be together?

wish them luck and god bless =) love them 

*this doesn't refer to me but 2 good friends of mine*

suppose to have an emo night.
but i feel happy now.
because i found a best friend.
i will keep my promise my dear friend =)
i smiled at the end.
as i gained trust from a friend =)
may god bless you always!