潘裕文 - 夏雨詩

Care more than others
think wise.

Risk more than others
thing safe.

Dream more than others
think practical.

Expect more than others
think possitive.
{sentences taken from a book named 'pour your heart into it}

long and abit emo post.

2008 is coming to the end.
now is already December.
an excited month? as Christmas is coming.
everyone is busy getting pressies for friends and family.
everyone is busy taking leave and get ready everything to step into a new year 2009.
shopping centers are all decorated.
time passed really fast.
before 2008 ends, I want to do some crazy stuff!

I've been working for 5 months.
yea, I'm looking forward for my uni life so much.
as I haven't study for probably 6+ months.
after working for sooo long, I finally understand
why does people say study is better than working.
everyday I was like rushing to work, come back home wash my clothes.
online eat and sleep because really tired after working for 6/8 hrs.
I don't even have time to clean my house. =(
in this 6/8 hrs u faced different kind of customers.
and you have to serve them with smile, even if you in bad mood.
even though some customers are really very lanci.
of course I hope I could continue working in sbux
after my uni starts, but I'm afraid I couldn't handle my time well.
so, I have to resign. sighs, I will be missing all my friends.
and people/friends I met in starbucks.
I've got some coffee knowledge, but still, sorry,
I'm not a coffee drinker, by drinking the coffee
I still couldn't differentiate what's the coffee name and type.
working in starbucks, somehowmakes me physically and mentally tired.
why mentally? you know la, rich ppl come starbucks,
they dress nicely, got hot chick. bla bla bla those kind ppl.
so they like to compare me with those chicks.
xxx ask me why didn't I dress like that bla bla bla.
I was damn pissed off by xxx.
why can't I be myself? hot chick must dress up that way?
must I dress up that way to get ur/others attention? must I?
hello! I'm not them. I don't want to be like them.
doesn't mean that I can only be attractive when I dress like them!
I have my own beauty, only YOU, didn't notice it.
and I don't need your/his attention.
because you and him are not in my world!
我是我，他们是他们。我有我自己的魅力。
I told him all these while my anger was burning.
well, excluded him, all my partners are nice ppl.

this month quite a number of my friends are having parties,
birthday parties, Christmas parties, new year parties.
I wish I could have one birthday party next yr.
but most of my friends will be flying off for studies next yr.
yea some will still in msia, but but but...
as you know, I'm lazy to make a party.
so much thing have to be ready
and have to spend so much money. =.='

I have learn a lesson in this long break.
not to be softhearted to some ppl.
you did something for them,
they will not appreciate you. sobz.
I've come across some problems.
i feel so hurt when i found out.
you think for them in every situations.
you help them. but they might not remember what you did.
yea they appreciate, just for 3 seconds.
anything happened to you, they won't help you.
they will stay away. even when you ask for help.
they will give you ridiculous alasan saying they can't help.
sighs.
year 2009 is coming, i'll change.
I'll only be good to people i love.
yean, you always ask me:'xin, why you so good ah? i won't be doing that for him/her lo.'
yean, I love my good friends, that's why I treat them so nice.
I love you too. =)
happy memories I have,
I'll always remember.

亲爱的.

怎麽了.

你累了.

说好的.

幸福呐.

我懂了.

不说了.

爱淡了.

梦淹了.

我都还记得.

ah~
I suppose to blog as my blogging spirit hits me just now.
so much things to tell out.
but out in a sudden, thought of changing the blogskin first.
so yea I did. Changed a new skin.
after I'm done with my new skin.
my blogging spirit gone. shit.
maybe Ii shall come back other day.
with an article about all the things I want to tell ready.
gosh. my blogging spirit~ where have YOU gone too?
argghhh~ maybe I'll come back tomorrow.
gtg bed now, working as usual tomorrow. @.@

before I leave this blog for years again,
one sentence wake me up.
I read it from newspaper.
‘when everything went wrong, stay calm, the true happiness is
coming to u, probably it's beside you awaiting you to notice it.'

Hmmmm....Sth weird

First, I am not Yun xin...
She asked me what to post in her blog...
I can't give her an idea but to blog something about me...
She suggested me to post sth about her myself here...

Ok~~~~
As u wish, Xin

For me....
U are a good friend who always chat with me when I am bored...
So sorry that i cant meet up vf u whenever I was in KL..
But I promise that I will one day , ok
And U must treat me to drink tat time...Hahahaha
U are a kind girl....and likes shopping as well as I do...
Next time just hang out 2gether for our shopping day....

Hmmmm....actually I didnt post in blog for such a long time...
Will be continued next time...
Lovesss


reply to Jen,
haha thx gurl. i really out of idea what to write in my blog.
some how tot of close this blog. lolx.
end up i tak sampai hati to close.
coz what if one day im super down i got a place to write my sad stuff.
its okie we cant meet up whenever u come KL.
i'm fine with it. but i'm sure we can surely meet up one day.
and i'm sure i'll amke u a drink when we meet up.
a cup of caramel machiato right? =D
thx for the post. hehe.

loves u too,
Yunxin =D

ade org nak post kat blog I tak?
bagi tau ku ya! haha
syiok speaking malay as 85% of my starbucks partners are malay.
so now i can speak almost like a malay. haha.
can even sms in bm with all the words normally malay use to sms.
haha. starbucks my third place my third home from now.