The end.

2010-12-15T23:00:00.008+08:00

no longer a place for me to write whatever i want when i'm feeling down.
as don't need anyone to pity me.
just hope there's someone i can talk to when i'm down.
but, its hard to find. bye blog.

爱疯了

2010-12-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

kinda like this song and the lyric.

2010-12-09T00:20:00.001+08:00

aih...

2010-12-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

有時候，我寧願，靜靜的悉聽你說話。

2010-12-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

已經好久沒有真正的寫部落格了。

除非是有很不開心的事，

才會來這裡發泄，

不過也只是隨便的寫兩句而已。

懶得寫多。

有忙完了一個學期，

考試考了，成績出了。

接下來，該如何打發我兩個月的假期？

找工作，可是沒人要請只做兩個月的員工。

找短的課程，可是課程的時間不適合。

放假了三個星期，就只待在家裡。

真的好無聊！

有沒有人要請我？

2010-12-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

no where to release.

dont ask why this time.

i say so.

2010-11-26T11:23:00.001+08:00

aih...

自食其果。

2010-09-04T13:25:00.001+08:00

2010-08-10T13:51:00.004+08:00

S.H.E - 愛上你

today,
I brought back the fear again.
I built the wall in my heart again.

2010-06-12T22:46:00.009+08:00

this song makes me think of the time I was in Paris.

It was already 3 years ago.

I listen when I was in plane going Paris,

in bus to Paris,

in the hotel in Paris

and while walking down the street in Paris.

while looking back those pictures took there,

I miss Paris,

I miss Switzerland,

I miss London,

I miss Black Forest,

I miss Amsterdam,

I miss Scotland, the strawberry tart n chicken pie were so awesome!

I miss Belgium, exp the chocolate!

OMG I miss all the places i went!

I definitely go again!

Eiffel Tower

LonDon Bridge

Lucence, SwitzerLand

HolLand

Titlis Mount, Switzerland. (both up and down)

too many pictures wanna show...

so lazy to upload.

only show 6 here.

sorry!

2010-05-23T14:12:00.003+08:00

how much i wish you could spend 5 mins talking to me. that will be enough to cheer up me.

-last post from now.-
-this blog is back to dead mode again-

2010-05-23T10:08:00.006+08:00

Chan Kin Keong: so xin,i suddenly curious

Chan Kin Keong: how well can u cook?

={ yunxin }= : lol, badly

={ yunxin }= : cant cook

={ yunxin }= : why ah?

Chan Kin Keong: OH NO

Chan Kin Keong: later i cook better than u how?

Chan Kin Keong: haha cause here 5 pm de, so i thinking,how well can u cook

={ yunxin }= : good la

={ yunxin }= : den u go aus cook for me

={ yunxin }= : hahhahh

Chan Kin Keong: haha

Chan Kin Keong: wan me go aus pulak

Chan Kin Keong: go leaarn how to cook, i b ur guinea pig

={ yunxin }= : i can cook, but not with stove maybe LOL

Chan Kin Keong: lol cook have to use stove lor

={ yunxin }= : oven? lol

Chan Kin Keong: unless u microwave everything and oven everything?

={ yunxin }= : or food dont need cook one

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: maggie cup noodles??

={ yunxin }= : salad not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: .....

={ yunxin }= : YA CUP NOODLES

={ yunxin }= : and...

={ yunxin }= : sandwishes not need cook

={ yunxin }= : and delivery not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: no more comment

Chan Kin Keong: xin u just failed as a housewife

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahhahaha

={ yunxin }= : LOL

={ yunxin }= : thx!

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: can clean?

Chan Kin Keong: maybe give u some points there

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahah

={ yunxin }= : lol. clean easy only

={ yunxin }= : or maybe use disposal one.

={ yunxin }= : or hire maid larh.

Chan Kin Keong: with maid! U LAZY PIG!

Chan Kin Keong: so xin, u really failed as a normal housewife.

so in conclusion, i failed to be a housewife? LOL

THX KIN KEONG FOR THE COMPLIMENTS ON ME BEING A HOUSEWIFE.

I'm pretty sure there's someone who willing to cook for me. ^^

so uncle KK, u dont need worry i will suffer hunger in australia.

2010-05-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

等待。

等待那天的到來。

可是感覺上，

這好像是沒有結局的等待。

摸不清要等多久。

摸不清那天會是那一天。

而我，為了你，耐心的等待。

2010-05-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

親愛的風，

請您大風的吹，吹走我的無奈。

親愛的雨，

請您大雨的落下，沖走我的煩惱。

親愛的宇宙，

請您慷慨的給予我一點小小的力量和幫忙，帶我尋找我的人生。

2010-05-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

suffering breathing difficulties. - sad =(

hi to my gastric problem, can u don't find me every month?

i don't like u. - double sad =((

headache, dont visit me during my hectic study month, pls! - triple sad. =(((

2010-05-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

一首每次聽都很有感覺的歌。
音樂，你是我的靈魂。

2010-05-07T16:19:00.003+08:00

In signal lab, doing experiment with Speedy33 with built in filter function,

tutor : ' Try increase ur sampling rate... but in real life, increasing in sampling rate, cost will be more expensive .. '

* the he changed to the highest rate *

tutor : ' Don't need so high, cost will be expensive...'

he : ' aiyo, this is lab ma everything is free...'

while

I : *burst into laughter=.=*

************************************************

I'm feeling blue today.

As I'm just stress of everything.

Don't worry, u did not do anything that pissed me off.

Just be as hyper and perasan as u can.

Thats the way to brighten up my day. =)

The cuteness in u is the key to my happiness.

And,

Your world will never be empty.

Cheers up k? =)

2010-05-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

I ask : ' scare to jump down ar? '

he answers : ' I'm scare of height... >.< '

That voice, that expression, that cute, i will remember. =]

So near yet so far.

2010-05-05T17:17:00.006+08:00

So Near Yet So Far.

I close my eyes,

to look away from the reality of the world.

I fall asleep,

to have a dream, which only have u inside.

I smile when I dream,

because I feel u are with me in my heart and by my side.

I look up the sky,

wishing it could be blue always.

I walk under the rain,

so that i wont know my tears dropping.

I talk to friends,

to forget about my sadness.

I pray to the Universe,

ask Him to help me get through the hard time.

I'm waiting,

the day only belongs to us, only us.

Love by u, give me strength walk down the path,

Loving u, give me courage to continue with my life.

They don't know how deep is the feelings.

I dont know how to proof.

I will learn to be strong for u.

I will fight for our day with u.

I will wait, even if the day will not come.

I wont give up, until u tell me one day, u already give up on me.

Two thing I promised you,

I will have it in my mind always.

I trust u. ♥

2010-05-04T22:07:00.004+08:00

maybe i should had kept my promise 2 weeks ago.

maybe i should had let it go before anything worst happened.

maybe i should had wait for it to come again if it really belongs to us.

maybe i should had lie to u from the begining.

all decision i made,

it doesn't reflect on what i think and how i feel in my heart.

maybe if i did it, could please everyone, but i know it doesn't please u and hurt u.

u know how and what is in my heart.

i trust u, the day will come again, and only belongs to us.

Rain Falls Down lyrics
I'm only sure of one thing
That's you right now
I hear your voice
And what we talk about
And I'm trying to say
It won't come out
Yeah I'm trying to fix this broken mouth

And I'm wishing that I could take your hand
And set you on some untouched land
Just so you are never sad again
And you world you have known will somehow end

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

To hear my voice and know that I am here
I'm always there to wipe away your tears
I lay your hair behind your gentle ear
And tell you there is nothing more to fear

You are the reason I am the best I'll be
So let me stitch your heart so It won't bleed
And I won't rest until you finally breathe
'Cause I still love you more than anything

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

I can feel the rain fall down
I can see the clouds leaving town
I can tell your life's turned round
And I can hear you singing so loud, Now

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

2010-04-30T22:23:00.003+08:00

每一分鐘都有很多不同的事情發生。

只要在生命里，在腦海中，

有着那一分鐘的回憶，

我們就有資格去擁抱那一分鐘的思念。

每天衝衝茫茫為生活奮鬥，

忽略了身邊，

一份感情，一份思念，

一份幸福的將來。

有時放慢腳步吧。

我錯了

2010-04-24T21:27:00.010+08:00

一切都回到原點。

4月15，

一個夢的開始，

甜蜜的，

傷心的，

堅持的。

4月23，

一個夢的結束，

不捨的，

不願的，

放棄了。

4.15-4.23,

9 days of my Fairy Tale Story.

It was a dream.

now,

the dream should come to the end.

back to the beginning of what we should do.

everything begins again. and 4.15 will come again.

it will not be a dream again.

匿名的朋友 by Rainie Yang ♥

2010-04-24T14:48:00.001+08:00

一切回到原點。

2010-04-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

when you have no mood to do anything...

when you don't know what makes u so down...

when your mind doesnt work well...

when you started to day dream...

when you want to run away from the world..

when you thought of giving up on what you do...

when you woke up from a bad dream...

when you cant do all your test papers...

when you get a bad result for ur exam...

when you are stress...

when a knife stab into your heart...

when tears drop without you realizing...

when your tears start flowing in your heart...

when you hurt someone...

when you need someone to talk to...

when you need someone to comfort you...

when you need a hug...

so much of when...

but,

when i'm writting this...

i'm being miserable for no reason.

2010-04-07T14:23:00.007+08:00

Those days we had together.
i will always remember.
moments and memories we had,
cherish my life all the time.

2010-03-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

uni life.

what a life.

why do i actually chose electrical eng?

i dont know.

these days,

there's some problem disturbing me.

i wonder am i overreacting,

is it exactly what i thought.

i dont dare to find out the truth.

i shall fight for it,

but im afraid of losing it.

so now, just keep it deep down in my heart,

maybe its the best place for it to stay.

and having it around me everyday,

its already good enough for me.

yes, emo song again. =)

recently fall for this song.

am i really a very emotional person?

why am i always thinking so much?

how to stop myself from thinking all types of rubbish?

arghh.

nvrm. tune back my mind to study mode.

a new post after years

2010-02-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

I'm back!

buahaha...! =.='

Well, i came here to blog

because I'm too bored over here.

I'm in uni now, helping out orientation.

sitting beside my game booth.

waiting freshies to come and play.

while waiting,

I'm looking around,

see people passing by...

what a day...

today already cny chu 9.

what i did in the past 9 days?

hmm went back hometown, meet all my relatives.

everyone is getting older.

aunties uncles look older,

guys looks more handsome,

girls looks more pretty,

baby grew up, taller now.

I only go back once a year,

so every year I go back definitely can see big diff on everyone.

besides that,

went to Bukit Tinggi with my family.

(p/s: not the one in Klang, its the one in Pahang)

there got a japanese garden and a french garden.

hmm both gardens are quite small.

1 day can finish,

but if u want to spend time on spa and shooting photos,

probably 2 or 3 days.

in japanese garden, u can rent kimono for half an hr.

half and hour cost RM20! kinda exp lor....

quite tiring as keep walking up and down the hill.

French Garden

Japanese Garden

later on, had a cny dinner with my lovely high schoolmates.

before that went for movie, 14 Blades, by yean's 'husband' and my idol.. =P

the movie was ok larh...

ka sat besides me,

after and hour, I ask ka, how come already show for 1 hr and haven't see Wu Chun geh?

she answered, maybe he is super 'kelefeh' gua..

*yean dont punch me* =P

but Donnie Yan was on the movie from begining to the end.

WOOHOO he is hot... OMG

eh Donnie Yan's body can fight with Wu Chun leh... hahaha.

after that went for dinner at Oriental Pearl Bukit Jalil.

hmm the dinner wasn't that bad.

we got a bottle of red wine and 2 bottles of Guinness.

i only had a sip of the red wine,

and they say my face turn red. where got larh...

but the abnormal one is Sally la. she is shouting and screaming throughout the whole dinner.

time. =='' hahaha...

6 days more and uni reopen.

11 months more I'm going Aust.

Time flies really fast!

take care everyone.

when is the next I'm here to blog,

no one knows.

2010-02-04T23:02:00.004+08:00

never understand!

don't want to let go.

it's so annoying!

and irritating!

if one day i said something bad,

it isn't my fault.

you make me do so.

i mean it!

2009-10-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

today's paper was so hard. =(

after the paper,

everyone's face was so down

and discussing answer.

pray i dont get very bad results.

i must maintain at first class honour.

must be above average. >.<

1 down, 3 more to go.

wish me luck.

thx.

long post again~~!

2009-10-09T23:33:00.004+08:00

Sorry for no updates for so long.

I have nothing special to share here.

Everyday repeating doing the same thing.

Wake up at 9 go uni for classes and come home ard evening 6 sthg.

At night start doing my assignments, reports and study for class tests.

Gosh life is really hard. somehow, i was wondering, why do i choose engineering.

But i know every field, we need to go through the same stage,

dealing with assignments, tests and so on.

Im finishing my year 1 soon. exam is coming. my first paper gonna be end of this month.

Yr 2 i will start to major in electrical and computer system.

When come to decide which major, i have doubts.

Which one should i go? Should i stick to what i want from the beginning?

Or go for the major which alot ppl choose?

Ppl used to tell me:

' u go ECS? DAMN HARD U KNOW! VERY LIL PPL TAKE U KNOW?'

' waoh ECS, HARD LE! u geng la.'

and so on. But can anyone tell me which major is not hard?

mechanical is hard, mechatronics is hard, chemical is hard.

Engineering is hard.

nothing is easy in life, even if u go business, its hard also!

Well, think twice, just stick to what i want from the beginning and go for it.

Now i should concentrate more in my finals.

Just 4 papers which determine my first step to future.

wish me lucks.

some of friend left malaysia and went oversea for study.

first is my high schoolmate, she left ard August.

she went to US. Its really a far far place away from Msia.

the other side of the world. =S

Sometimes when i go to sleep at night, i wonder, is her place now morning or at night?

What will she be doing now? Dress up nicely to uni everyday?

Or walking on street with her buddies?

When miss her, cant call her out for yamcha.

hopefully she is doing well over there.

Waiting u to return msia during ur breaks.

Then we go mamak, we go watch show, we go shop, we go sing k.

Take care my dear yinky. don overstress urself on studies!

Another one, i met her on the 3rd day of uni.

Her first impression to me was,

'wah, this girl so daring, wear so sexy to uni, somemore come eng all guys here... hmm.. wanna see if she is pretty...'

(i was sitting few rows behind her when we were in auditorium listening to speech)

During break time, she pulled all the girls together and ask us to join the sport games on the last day of orientation.

She is very active. very aunty =X ( don angry pls haha) and also dai ga jie look.

She is friendly, likes to make alot alot ALOT of friends.

and also very good in 'ban leng'.

She went to UK this early October.

Alot of us dont want her to go.

After she left, its like, something is missing in my group.

As she brings happiness to us.

She is now in UK, doing well i suppose.

I read her blog, suddenly feel like crying.

Because i really miss her.

I will go visit U in UK with another friend (if we earn enough money la)

Hopefully u get to come Aus when we are there.

really miss her laughing loudly besides my ear.

take care shi yunn. don overstress urself on studies!

to kaka, huiting and sally,

take care ya, i miss u guys.

Well i shall stop here.

Im tired. tired of rushing assignments and reports everyday,

I need to rest and recharge myself for tmr.

1 month more and im free!

tahan!

(and u! better rmb what u promised me, do well in ur finals ah!

we said we must work hard together! u dont do well, i'll kill u!)

long post again,

dont know when will be the next time for another new long post. haha.

ok.

nightz.

Boring Post

2009-08-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

I am very sien here -Jun Rong

Hi - Seo ( He is moody today)

We are dying soon - Sheau Tian & Theresa

Sergeant is sleeping - Xavier

I am in class - Me

Tan Yun Xin focus in class - Eric

edited by
Jun Rong

2009-07-27T17:50:00.002+08:00

second week of uni life

so so lorh.

not enough slp recently.

i have no idea why.

every night i dream.

but i don't remember what i dream of. aiks.

this weekend pc fair in KLCC.

gonna get a external hard disk.

what brand of external hard disk is good?

any suggestion?

yoke yin is leaving to US soon. sobz.

omg i havent watch Harry potter,

some say it's not nice.

but who cares,

i just want to get my ass in the cinema to watch that show. >.<

2009-07-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

finally, i'm here,

to update this blog.

sorry for being a dead blog since... when ah? a month ago?

or few weeks? hmm..

and also,

finally uni reopen today.

i do not need to rot at home anymore.lolx

i had exams and 3 weeks holidays last month.

exam result was out last thursday.

erm it turned out good. acceptable lolx.

so how have to work harder in second semester

in order to get HD for my average mark. hmm.

after exams, of coz went for trip!

right after exams, went to Lagoon with 7 course mates.

it was a great day, we went 3 parks.

the worst part is when entering scream park.

i haven't get ready already scared by the pontianak =.='

all the way in the scream park i holed my friends tightly. >.<

finally xavier is not afraid of all rides. =P

we went water park also. not much pictures were taken

as we didn't bring camera along into water park.

after Lagoon when for dinner. we gossiped about 2 hrs during dinner time. @@

yea i miss the time we gossip.

sadly, one of our gossip kaki left for australia already. sobs

well wish him all the best in study.

and our gossip queen is leaving very soon in september.

sighs, no more gossip lorh...

next we went Genting. 18 of us, 13 boys and 5 girls.

*this is the ratio for engineering students.

for business, i guess will be other way? 13 girls and 5 boys?*

we squeezed in 2 rooms for 1 night and fight for toilet =O

it was a great trip! haha.

we slept 3-4 hrs that night.

we played, we laughed, we gossiped. yes gossiped again.

haha. at night we played cards.

i will never forget the 3 person who got punished. =P

one shout one run with topless and one dance. haha.

besides that, come to boy's hair styling.

a guy being kutuk about the hair by a girl haha.

until he merajuk and lay on bed keep kicking his legs. just like a baby.

and both them fight to style ppl's hair.

turned out, the girl won! yuhoo~ haha.

next day we got no bus ticket to return home.

all ticket were sold out. only bus to Gombak available and its at 730pm!

since we have 2 hrs, we carry our bags walk to Gohtong for early dinner.

it's a great experience!

pics are available in my facebook =)

i lazy upload pics here hah.

after genting we had small outing and farewell dinner with edwin.

after dinner we went sunway hotel to take pics as good environment there.

besides with uni friends, had a farewell dinner with my highschool mates.

she is leaving to US very very soon. ='( sobz.

more ppl is leaving, yam cha group getting smaller and smaller. aiks.

last saturday went for ice age 3 3D. lolx.

nice cartoon and also the stupid scrat is so funny. haha

wow more 3D cartoons coming soon on august! =O great =P

aiks i haven't watch Harry Potter. hmm

alright thats all. uni reopen.

back to study mood. being a nerd?

NO WAY. haha.

i promise once awhile will drop here a short post =)

2009-06-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

wei leong : ''eh ur blog... start writting english le!''

haha

but zewei wants me write in mandarin.

we need to practice our mother tongue.

maybe i should write in both languages.

AIYO EXAM LA.

tata!

2009-06-05T14:19:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry, dearest. (for what happened today)

2009-05-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

你，莫名其妙。

我，懷疑。

開始不信任妳。

妳，偽裝，假惺惺。

我，瞧不起。

開始對你反感。

你們的故事，

我聽多了。

怎樣才是真正的你／妳，

我不懂。也不想懂了。

知得太多，也沒用。

我會當你的聽眾如果你要告訴我。

否則，我不會多問。

就保持現在的關係。

對你對我對她都好。

（給你的：對不起，我不是故意把我的聲亮提高的）

2009-05-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

考試距離現在還有一個月。

很多書要溫習。

很多東西要完成。

是時間不夠？還是我變懶了？

身邊得人都很聰明，

讓我覺得自己很笨。

就如此，壓力無形間慢慢的變得很大。

為什麼我的決心就如此脆弱?

我的人生真的經不起風波嗎？

我應該是變得懶惰，變笨了。

是時候，自閉到考試。

2009-05-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

我觀察了。我看到了。我了解了。

她的眼神，出賣了她自己。
而，
他的舉動，出賣了他自己。

很難不讓我對她有不好的觀念。
也，
很難不讓我對他有所懷疑。

有少許瞧不起她的人格。
和，
少許瞧不起他的人品。

靜靜的觀察，我看到了，人的真性情。

2009-05-10T10:32:00.004+08:00

多久沒來寫部落格了
上一次是， 4月20 吧。
寫部落格的心情漸漸的在我的生活習慣消失。
人每天都在濄生活，每天都有很多不同的事發生。
太多的感觸，太多的話，
不曉得要那裡說起。
最後還是選擇了不說。
有時自己知道就好，
太多人對你的事情了如指掌
也許會帶來對你不必要的傷害，
不必要的困擾。

朋友太多，
沒辦法對每個人好。
對得了這位好，沒辦法對那個好。
對這個太好，被忽略的會妒忌，講你的壞話。
對每個好，反而辛苦的是自己。

很累。
我，終於，生病了。 T.T

2009-04-20T22:50:00.004+08:00

waoh, i haven't blog for almost 2 months?

hmm what were i busy with recently?

what else besides study? hmm maybe pak toh? lolx jkjk.

i had fun in the past few months and also kinda stress with homeworks.

fun as in met alot of new friends and had activities with them.

just 2 days ago, i had a bbq session with some engineering kaki-s.

hmm i hope everyone did enjoy that night.

thanks to Sean as he offered us place for bbq.

and seriously, he has a very cute lil sister!

she freaked us out on that night. a lot of fun thing happened with her around.

when we about to leave,

out of sudden she cried. lolx.

kids used to be like that, i was like that when i was around 6/7 yrs old also.

my aunt came over my hse for holidays when she going to leave,

i ran to room and cried! lolx. kid ma! >.<

i knida miss her now~ owh...

the group pic.

this is Alyssa. she is cute!

she love chocolate cake i guess. =)

besides bbq session, a week ago had dancing performance.

yes i learning dancing now. =.='?

latin? jazz? lol no way. those too feminine for me.

i'm learning hip hop. beginer only la kay!

don expect too much from me kay~!

that night was awesomes. i salute those dancers.

they really enjoy dancing alot! there were 25 performances.

we burnt the dance floor on that night! =)

and 2 weeks ago had some friend's birthday celebration

all these are the fun part. lolx.

come to the stress part.

study yeah. owh >.<

i'm having semester test on this friday saturday and next tuesday.

saturday? yes saturday, u didn't read wrongly.

it's saturday. kesian la. haiz. all semester test marks will be included in the final exam

and final exam coming soon lo. aiks.

i haven't revise all my subjects. T.T

why haven't? because all days playing only la! haha.

final exam coming means semester 1 gonna ends. oh no

thats pretty fast! haha. wish me luck pls.

and wish ppl who are studying and having exam, good luck! =)

i'm sad as i don't think i get to go aussie next year.

maybe going year after next. sobz.

but year after next might be a good choice.

at least i have a lil foundation of my course. hmm

and a friend who is going next year offered me

accommodation if i go year after next. lolx.

so good person of him.

oh well, hopefully i can get good results la.

*pray pray pray*

what else happened in the pass few months? hmmm

i guess nothing much gua... lolx.

oh ya wanna see pics go my facebook la.

he has feeling on her, and she has feeling on him.

they couldn't get together because of some reasons.

maybe it's still not the time for them to be with each other.

who knows future, they might be and be together?

wish them luck and god bless =) love them

*this doesn't refer to me but 2 good friends of mine*

2009-04-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

suppose to have an emo night.
but i feel happy now.
because i found a best friend.
i will keep my promise my dear friend =)
i smiled at the end.
as i gained trust from a friend =)
may god bless you always!

2009-04-15T13:29:00.000+08:00

YES I PROMISE I WILL BLOG SOON.

SOON

I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG LO...

SOOOONNN LARH >.<

LOLX

張惠妹_你是愛我的

2009-03-09T22:45:00.001+08:00

2009-03-06T13:54:00.003+08:00

hmm, well i'm currently in library.

spending my 3 hrs break time. =.=''

monash is a wireless network campus!

so u can go online anywhere in the campus.

even in the toilet, doing your important business,

you are able to go online, the line here is pretty good.

quite fast. lolx.

so yea, what am i doing in this 3 hrs?

i took my lunch and place my ass in library.

come online with my 'bf' and do revision for maths.

i have no idea what my maths lecturer is teaching.

i'm so blur, i almost forgotten what i learnt in Alvl. oh no!

*meng yean, do u still rmb what u learnt in alvl? lolx*

haha while doing my revision, i come online and have a cup of coffee.

nah of course you cant bring food and drinks into library.

i worked in starbucks that time, i got an free anniversary tumble.

so i ask the cafeteria ppl to pour the coffee into my tumble.

as long as i don't spill the coffee, nothing is big deal haha.

so... eh why la no starbucks in monash but san francisco coffee???

haiz.. im addicted to coffee these days. haiz...

well, there's a movie corner in library..

when you're are bored of study,

you can grap a CD and watch hahhaaa...

but i think most of the movies are quite old... ==''

today gonna stay in uni till 10pm,

for the memtor-mentii activity.

organized by my physics teacher, DR Lan Boon Leong.

you go google his name, there's lotsa results about him, my senior told me this. hah

k..... i know i shall continue do revision...zzzz

maths.... mrs koh... alvl maths teacher... where r u???? >.<

2009-03-03T10:00:00.002+08:00

7 months of holidays, *wave* -- bye bye!
my study spirit, *searching* -- come back to me! haha.
i left Starbucks for about one and half week already.
Kinda miss working there and also the coffee smells.
in other words, yea la i miss the coffee la. haha.
and i got a bad news from my manager about my partners.
i'm so sad and disappointed.

so i had my orientation last week. 5 days nia.
Yean got 2 weeks orientation. they had treasure hunt in the IMU building.
so the seniors had to decorate every corner to make it looks scary.
wonder who's gonna clean every corner, and is every corner be cleaned after the game..? haha
so back to mine. hmm err not as interesting as Yean's.
first 4 days was briefing like that.
when i register my name, i thought there's only me and few girls!
Frighten me! haha. so happened i met Mandy on first day. so yeah, i got teman.
later on, on tuesday i meet few friends. of coz, got met more girl friends.
err had uni tour as well. leaded by 2 seniors we call them as buddies.
so it was fun and also tiring.
as we walk from this block to the other block.
kinda rush because we wanna finish early. hehe.
my buddies Daniel told us that, in Monash Medical Building has 2 dead human bodies @.@
alamak serious one or not! haha. i'm just being curious la.
and monash has sky bridge. hmm just like KLcc lo.

picture took at the bridge. >..< the one in blue and white are my buddies, Dan n Sook Yan
on friday we we had games, Molympic games.
means Monash Olympic Games lo. >..<
frieshie were playing games, while seniors splash water on us.
so everyone was wet wet on that day.
i was in orange team. so they had a cheer at first
'' orange-y orange-y y-yey y-yey, orange-y orange-y y-yey ''
i find that this cheer really funny la! haah.
we changed to other cheer later on. hehe
my team leader won the best leader prize. *the one with witch hat*

the '' orange-y orange-y y-yey y-yey'' team @.@''

on sat had a early birthday party of Yoke yin and Henry in redbox the curve.
i think redbox in pyramid better. they won't end the session on time.
at least allows us to finish songs we want.
aiyo the curve ah... so sharp 1030pm, end our session d! ==' wth.
so 12 of us went and sing sang song. >.>
haha yokeyin successfully makes everyone make up. *im girls only la*
when we reach redbox first thing we did, makan first!
all of us were so hungry haha.
well we had fun la on that night, when henry is ard,
we SURELY have fun de. xD *ooppss henry... i mean u r good in entertainin us larh hehe*
both them got big big presents. *cheers n peace* *V*

a group pic of that night. more pics? my facebook larh!

well, class started already.
i keep hearing people say,
aiya don worry la first yr u dont study you enjoy! @.@
haah i hall catch up all my subjects first only enjoy. >.<
so... Uni's life, study and enjoy. buahahaha.

birthday present for henry?

2009-02-16T17:36:00.002+08:00

last saturday went yamcha with buddies.

yokeyin announced about hers and Henry's birthday celebration.

Automatically, everyone will ask,

A/B/C : ''yinky, what present you want???''..... '' henry leh, what do you want?''

yinky : '' haha i don't know le... my wishlist still working out, be patience ya!''

A/B/C : '' oh okok.. let us know ya! ''

...

....

.....

(they were chatting) while henry answered,

henry : '' well. my presents ah, i will ask you ask yunxin la!

everyone ask me i'll asnwer, ask yunxin!''

A : '' *hehe* so what you want henry??''

henry : '' ask yunxin.'' *very patient*

A/B : '' henry what you mau?? ''

henry : '' i said, ask yunxin lar!" *tone abit garang d*

A/B/C : '' henry, so what you want???"

henry : '' ASK YUNXIN LORH!! ASK HER LARH!!'' *arrrgghhh*

i was sitting there. no comment. haha

since he is henry, k la, help him la.

so about his present, he wants a badminton racket.

he need to play badminton with his friends to lose weight.

about the price for the racket is RM XXX.90.

besides that, he wants a MP3 player. it's MS ZUNE 4g.

hmm i have no idea what is it. it's a Mp3 player la.

the price is.... *sorry i have no idea with the price*

I personally think that he needs a wallet.

a bigger wallet for his money, credit cards, member cards and some rubbish paper.

*rubbish paper as in receipts, and he's so lazy to throw*

the current wallet he using is abit too small for him,

and doesn't match his size. >>.<<

this afternoon went out with him and hang ard in Mcd near CtP.

he said the best time is, contribute money to his fund.

named as, Henry's Charity Fund.

okie, it sounds weird. maybe should say,

contribute to Henry's Tabung. hmmm.

the money you can pass it to me * he ask me kutip one* T.T

and if you wanna get him a wallet let me know,

I'm afraid later everyone gets him a wallet. haha

so ppl who are invited to his party, feel free to message me

or leave a message in the chatbox if you have any questions.

thank you.

secretary, yunxin. @.@

hello peeps

2009-02-13T10:15:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year ended on Monday!

Everything happened so fast!

Probably because almost everyday i hang out with friends.

Everyday my time was being occupied by hang out, work and housework.

That's why passes so fast. But i did enjoy it.

So what have i done during CNY?

I went back my hometown in Yong Peng Johor to visit my relatives.

About 3/4 day i spent sitting in car travel here and there.

On that day we went to Batu Pahat Pantai Minyak Beku, visited a famous temple.

There was so crowded, everyone was praying.

It was kinda a tiring day as it was one day trip.

On 1st Feb, had hse visiting with all my highschool mates.

It was a great day. Of course all of us were so tired as we visited 11 hses in one day!

This year gonna be our last time having hse visiting together

as everyone is leaving for studies in different places.

hopefully in the future we still keep in touch.

On 8th of feb, yea la it was my birthday.

So on that night we had a formal dressedup dinner in Tony Romas.

Guys and Girls were dressed up nicely.

It was a birthday and farewell dinner.

Shaun (7th) and mine birthday dinner while huiting and sally's farewell dinner.

We had lots of fun on that night. And recieved lots of presents.

Well, our henry, always came out with funny funny ideas.

He bought us condom, pregnancy test etc. =.='

here's 4 of us. =D

*pls ignore the money i was holding. i asked for the bill sooo long
they nvr gimme the bill, so i have to hold the money on hand first*
Anyway, they say i looks like some celebrities trying to hide away from paparazzi
while wearing a sunglasses. haha

It's me and huiting, so call Bollywood. =.='
there's a pic me and huiting act like we are running away secretly.
Go my facebook view the pictures la. I'm so lazy to upload
that's why now only update about the dinner.

the group picture of the day. Now i miss kaka ting and sally.
Less kaki to go yamcha and shopping already. sobz.
but 2 of them coming back on July la. hehe.
another week more i'll start my uni life.
YEAH finally, i continue my studies after 8 months break. *winks*
counting days.... 1... 2... 3... 4... .... .... .....

simple wishlist.

2009-02-02T21:32:00.005+08:00

hello peeps.. exhausted!
yesterday early in the morning 8am woke up
and went for hse gathering with high schoolmates
until night around 8 something. Reached home almost 10pm.
it was really a fun fun day! Thank god everything turned out nicely.
but one thing, rain in the evening and made all of us felt soooo sleepy.
yesterday whole day was out and today out for whole day again
with few of my high school buddies. so, i'm really tired now.
oh no, working opening early in the morning tomorrow... zzz
okok, so here come my wishlist as my birthday is coming in.....
6 days time! yea. another birthday and farewell parties on the coming sunday.
so, yes wish list. I've no idea what do i want.
but i clearly know what i don't want. haha
i don't want:
1. mugs, as i have plenty at home.
2. since no mugs, so no plates no spoon no forks no bottles no.. etc. haha
3. photo frames. no please, i beg you. you hardly see photo frames in my hse
even though i have plenty at home. so i don't need it.
4. shirts, panties, pants.... etc so on. no please. i know
you guys like to fool birthday girl/boy with red panties.
well, please don't do it on me. Thank you very muchie. =)
5. candles.... no no no
6. chocolates... i have alot alot alot in my big big fridge.
7. books, planners, notebooks. i already got a sexy red small planner from a friend.
8. no keychain, handphone-chain... whatever chains. handphone case no!
9. teddy bears/soft toys, no pls. Thank you.
10. things that is useless, and i don't need and i don't use. Thank you.

i want/i need:
1. bag to carry my bf-macbook ard. it must be 2 way uses, hand carry or sling bag like that. (14 inches ya the bag size)
not need to be expensive nor branded, just muct be good quality to protect my bf. xD
2. okok if u want get me a teddy bear or soft toys, i want a big huge giant one.
not a smal little tiny one. something like yoke yin's ding dong size. =)
3. i want necklaces and bracelets from diva...! hehe
i want those big bunch colourful cute necklace.
i dislike those beats and dull colour one.
4. hmm yea i need a sunglasses. a sunglasses i can change the lens.
as i dont wear contact lens.
5. as everyone need, cash. if u don't know what to get me.
i can go get a pair of cheap sport shoes and cheap watch for my uni life.
*not good buying ppl shoes and watch! so u gimme money i buy myself*
6. i need a new bag for my uni which can carry some books, my pencil case, personal stuffs etc.
not need to be a very big one. normal size will do. sling bag or shoulder carry bag either one.
7. vouchers from F21/topshop/member card from topshop.
buy 200++ then gimme the receipt, i go register the card myself,
if you already have the member card. hehe
8. ..... i don't know already. u want buy what let me know then we'll see how. =) something useful.
if not then just gimme cash,i'll get things i need myself.
if you don't want gimme pressie nor cash also can oneeeeeeeeeeee.. >.<
(let me know if you're getting one of them in case, all get me the same one. =) )
sekian, terima kasih in advance. haha

a short update.

2009-01-30T15:50:00.003+08:00

happy chinese new year peeps!
well, hopefully everyone is having great time during chinese new year.
yesterday was soooo free so sms-ed henry to teman me go 1u to get some stuff.
*dear darl henry, i know u were at home alone ytd so i called u you to accompany me.*
well, i didn't know henry can actually shop like a girl! haha sorry henry.
he went to get a top from KitSchen and a new hoodie from topshop.
okay was my fault, he never feels like buying anything,
but i brought his to all the shops and makes him wanna spend money. >.<
sorry la henry~ errr u spent RM XXX.XX lolx.
i was sooooo silly when i got a bag from topshop cost RM XXX.XX,
while the person ask me do i want to apply for the Topshop card,
i rejected. =.=' Oh no! Why am i so silly that time?
i should get it, with the membership card,
i can also get discount in Dorothy Perkins and Miss Selfridge! =.=''
and during birthday months i can have discount too! wth.
about birthday, haha i'm turning 20 in 8 days.
as Creamy say, oh no, there's a 2 in front already. huhu~
so wish list... i shall post it later in case ppl get me useless stuff. *i'm sorry to say that*
and meanwhile, i shall start thinking what i need these days. lolx.
anyway i don't need anything much la. so don't worry people. haha
looking forward for the house visiting on Sunday to meet up with all highschool mates.

神木與瞳【草戒指】

2009-01-14T21:20:00.005+08:00

Let the musics fill the empty spaces in my heart.
Let the dreams accompany me in the lonely nights.
Awaiting Uni to start to help me get away from all the sad feelings.
Awaiting busy life to get away from thinking of you.
But the moment I had with you, i do feel really happy even though it's short.

天堂鸟的花 Bird Of Paradise

2009-01-09T14:46:00.006+08:00

一直以来都觉得这话很美很特别。
就是没有问过它的名字。
前几天，妈妈说想要买这花，
原来它叫，天堂鸟的花（birdof paradise)。
很特别的名字。

天堂鸟也叫鹤望兰或极乐鸟之花，原产非洲南部，

当地人把它视为“自由、吉祥、幸福”的象征。

每个花都有传说，上网找了关于天堂鸟的传说。

不晓得是真的还是假的，读了一篇故事，每个故事的大纲都是一样。

这是我读得其中一篇：

男孩又要外出拍照了，这次他要去一个土著族的部落，女孩的弟弟要一起去，女孩同意了。

在路上他们遇到了野兽的袭击，在逃跑的过程中他们走散了，一个土著族的女孩救了男孩，并把他带回了他们的部落，这个女孩就是这个部落的公主。公主很喜欢这个男孩，希望他能留下，但男孩只喜欢他心爱的女朋友，决意要离开，公主一气之下用巫术迷惑了男孩的心，使他失去了意识，在土著族部落里和公主一起生活，而生活的过程被女孩的弟弟看到了，他独自回到家中，告诉他的姐姐说：不要在惦记男孩了，他不会回来了。女孩不相信弟弟的话，她相信天堂鸟花开的时候，男孩就会回来了。

用他仅存的一点点意识，挣扎着要逃离那个土著族的部落，那个公主就给了他两个选择：一个是和公主一起生活在土著族部落，另一个是走进一个放着老虎的笼子。男孩慢慢地走向了那个笼子，就在他将要走进的一刹那，公主被感动了，他决定放了男孩。

依旧在家中等着男孩的归来，天堂鸟花开了，男孩没有回来，天堂鸟花谢了，男孩依旧没有回来。等到男孩回家的时候，他没有在看到女孩，弟弟告诉他，女孩已经在思念中死去了。

男孩万分悲伤，从此以后，男孩再也不到其他地方去拍照，他只在家中种花——天堂鸟，每当有路人经过，他都会送一支天堂鸟花给他们，并告诉他们：无论在什么时候，无论在什么地方，永远不要忘记你爱的人在等着你，这就是天堂鸟花的花语。

它花语，每一种花被赋予的灵魂。那是人们的愿望或祝福。

天堂鸟 -- 来自天堂之鸟，它的花语有好多的版本。

有人说它是代表苦恋的花，两个相爱的恋人却无法永远的在一起，

死后一个变成了鸟儿，在天上啼哭飞翔；

一个变却成了地上的天堂鸟，仍然不能在一起，

只是遥远的相守相望着。这也许是它-- 天堂鸟,最真的花语吧。

其实，不管花语有多少，它的最真切的心意是在拥有花的人心里，

以怎样的心情送出它，以怎样的心情接受它，

在传递天堂鸟的那一刹那，它的花语言才是真真切切的。

The happy woman just likes the bird of paradise, the four seasons is often colorful,
As if in society all love's seed comes from their spread,
Because
The love is the interaction;
bird of paradise's language: Freedom, happiness, natural, propitious.

2009

2009-01-07T20:11:00.008+08:00

Today is the 7th day of 2009.
My first post of the year.
Nothing much la, mostly nonsense in this post. haha
Most of my friends start their class already.
I feel so jealous to hear them having class.
I wanna start my uni life!
I wanna busy with my studies.
I'm so looking forward my uni life!
Yea la in other words, I'm bored of working la.
Heard some of my engineering friends saying that
engineering is hard, a lot of course work and lab report
and presentation. O.O omg.
I'm fine with those works but the most I dislike is doing lab report. huhu.
And I can't wait to go oversea.
I wanna go Melbourne!
*I have a perjanjian with my boss,
she's coming to Melbourne to visit me on year 2010 hehe
hopefully she's really coming la.*
okok, I shall keep my mouth shut.
People who are studying, keep complaining wanna have holidays,
while me, keep complaining to start uni life faster. =/ *whacked* ouch~ >.<

Recently I'm so left out from movies.
Only watched those famous one.
Watched Ip Man during christmas.
It's a nice show.
Telling us about the story of Kungfu lo.
Donnie Yes is handsome! haha *slap*
Then watched Bedtime story during new year eve.
Laughing throughout the whole movie.
A way to give a good ending to year 2008.
So, shows I wanna to watch next is 'Yes Man', 'Lady Cop and Papa crook' 'Bride Wars' and etc.
oh ya is Bolt 3D still available in cinema ah???hmm

2008-12-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

人生没有几个知己的好朋友。
朋友是很多，真的了解你的又有几个？
真心批评你的有几个？
真心关心你的又有几个？
最近心情起起伏伏，每分钟都有新事件发生。
愉快的当然也有不愉快的。
有时冷静下来，真的可以看清很多事情。
回想起以前的事，
觉得很好笑也觉得的那时的自己很天真很任性。
刚刚和一位好朋友通电话，
每次有任何人际关系的问题我都会找他。
每次想听真心话时我都会找他。
和他谈天很舒服，不需要刻意掩饰自己的心情。
我问他东西他会坦白告诉我，
至少让我觉得我有改变。

人会慢慢长大，思想会慢慢成熟。
几年前，和几位朋友吵架。想起来很好笑。
那时对他们讲话都会有保留。
也不晓得如何去和他们交谈。
但前几年，我们打开心说真心话，
我们很坦白的说出对对方的不满。
也许因为我们都坦白，
愿意接受对方的批评，
现在我们好像无所不谈了。
也成为好朋友。

人，有时应该要坦白面对每一件事。
可是再说坦白话时不要太直，
要有给人能下台的余地。
这样人家才会舒服的接受你的批评。
被批评的人，要学会接受。
有人批评才会有近步。
以前人家批评我，我会很不爽很不开心。
现在学会了接收然后去提升自己，
反过来想，被好友批评也不是一件很难过的事。
至少让我知道他们了解我关心我。
打工也有一段时间了，
当中学会如何去对待人，
同事们都有不同的家庭背景。
有时和他们交谈，听他们说他们以前的事情，
也让我学会一些事情。
人生真的有太多的事情要去学习。
只要不做犯法的事，任何事情都该去挑战。
想清楚才去做，将来才不会后悔。

家人，朋友和情人，都是我人生里的重要人物。

明天是圣诞节，
祝你们圣诞节快乐
merry christmas, and i love u dear.

潘裕文 - 夏雨詩

2008-12-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

2008-12-12T18:28:00.005+08:00

Care more than others
think wise.

Risk more than others
thing safe.

Dream more than others
think practical.

Expect more than others
think possitive.
{sentences taken from a book named 'pour your heart into it}

long and abit emo post.

2008-12-04T19:01:00.010+08:00

2008 is coming to the end.
now is already December.
an excited month? as Christmas is coming.
everyone is busy getting pressies for friends and family.
everyone is busy taking leave and get ready everything to step into a new year 2009.
shopping centers are all decorated.
time passed really fast.
before 2008 ends, I want to do some crazy stuff!

I've been working for 5 months.
yea, I'm looking forward for my uni life so much.
as I haven't study for probably 6+ months.
after working for sooo long, I finally understand
why does people say study is better than working.
everyday I was like rushing to work, come back home wash my clothes.
online eat and sleep because really tired after working for 6/8 hrs.
I don't even have time to clean my house. =(
in this 6/8 hrs u faced different kind of customers.
and you have to serve them with smile, even if you in bad mood.
even though some customers are really very lanci.
of course I hope I could continue working in sbux
after my uni starts, but I'm afraid I couldn't handle my time well.
so, I have to resign. sighs, I will be missing all my friends.
and people/friends I met in starbucks.
I've got some coffee knowledge, but still, sorry,
I'm not a coffee drinker, by drinking the coffee
I still couldn't differentiate what's the coffee name and type.
working in starbucks, somehowmakes me physically and mentally tired.
why mentally? you know la, rich ppl come starbucks,
they dress nicely, got hot chick. bla bla bla those kind ppl.
so they like to compare me with those chicks.
xxx ask me why didn't I dress like that bla bla bla.
I was damn pissed off by xxx.
why can't I be myself? hot chick must dress up that way?
must I dress up that way to get ur/others attention? must I?
hello! I'm not them. I don't want to be like them.
doesn't mean that I can only be attractive when I dress like them!
I have my own beauty, only YOU, didn't notice it.
and I don't need your/his attention.
because you and him are not in my world!
我是我，他们是他们。我有我自己的魅力。
I told him all these while my anger was burning.
well, excluded him, all my partners are nice ppl.

this month quite a number of my friends are having parties,
birthday parties, Christmas parties, new year parties.
I wish I could have one birthday party next yr.
but most of my friends will be flying off for studies next yr.
yea some will still in msia, but but but...
as you know, I'm lazy to make a party.
so much thing have to be ready
and have to spend so much money. =.='

I have learn a lesson in this long break.
not to be softhearted to some ppl.
you did something for them,
they will not appreciate you. sobz.
I've come across some problems.
i feel so hurt when i found out.
you think for them in every situations.
you help them. but they might not remember what you did.
yea they appreciate, just for 3 seconds.
anything happened to you, they won't help you.
they will stay away. even when you ask for help.
they will give you ridiculous alasan saying they can't help.
sighs.
year 2009 is coming, i'll change.
I'll only be good to people i love.
yean, you always ask me:'xin, why you so good ah? i won't be doing that for him/her lo.'
yean, I love my good friends, that's why I treat them so nice.
I love you too. =)
happy memories I have,
I'll always remember.

2008-11-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

亲爱的.

怎麽了.

你累了.

说好的.

幸福呐.

我懂了.

不说了.

爱淡了.

梦淹了.

我都还记得.

2008-11-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

ah~
I suppose to blog as my blogging spirit hits me just now.
so much things to tell out.
but out in a sudden, thought of changing the blogskin first.
so yea I did. Changed a new skin.
after I'm done with my new skin.
my blogging spirit gone. shit.
maybe Ii shall come back other day.
with an article about all the things I want to tell ready.
gosh. my blogging spirit~ where have YOU gone too?
argghhh~ maybe I'll come back tomorrow.
gtg bed now, working as usual tomorrow. @.@

before I leave this blog for years again,
one sentence wake me up.
I read it from newspaper.
‘when everything went wrong, stay calm, the true happiness is
coming to u, probably it's beside you awaiting you to notice it.'

Hmmmm....Sth weird

2008-11-17T22:21:00.004+08:00

First, I am not Yun xin...
She asked me what to post in her blog...
I can't give her an idea but to blog something about me...
She suggested me to post sth about her myself here...

Ok~~~~
As u wish, Xin

For me....
U are a good friend who always chat with me when I am bored...
So sorry that i cant meet up vf u whenever I was in KL..
But I promise that I will one day , ok
And U must treat me to drink tat time...Hahahaha
U are a kind girl....and likes shopping as well as I do...
Next time just hang out 2gether for our shopping day....

Hmmmm....actually I didnt post in blog for such a long time...
Will be continued next time...
Lovesss

reply to Jen,
haha thx gurl. i really out of idea what to write in my blog.
some how tot of close this blog. lolx.
end up i tak sampai hati to close.
coz what if one day im super down i got a place to write my sad stuff.
its okie we cant meet up whenever u come KL.
i'm fine with it. but i'm sure we can surely meet up one day.
and i'm sure i'll amke u a drink when we meet up.
a cup of caramel machiato right? =D
thx for the post. hehe.

loves u too,
Yunxin =D

ade org nak post kat blog I tak?
bagi tau ku ya! haha
syiok speaking malay as 85% of my starbucks partners are malay.
so now i can speak almost like a malay. haha.
can even sms in bm with all the words normally malay use to sms.
haha. starbucks my third place my third home from now.

2008-10-20T16:40:00.004+08:00

眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂

最后再爱我一个晚上
地久天长天大的谎
爱到了最后碎成碎钻碎成了星光

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

最后我只剩下了一半
身体一半灵魂一半
永远找不到另外一半

以后难免会想起他吧
如果偶然只是偶然
为什么遗忘那么难忘那么那么难

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂

the lyric mean so much to me.
it says out what I want to tell.
it shows how much a girl loves a boy.
but she will never get his heart.
just like me. sighs.

2008-10-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

another month already.
time is passing so fast.
everyday i am like rushing for work.
nothing much i have done.
well, meet new friends.
get some new knowledge.
the happiest working in starbucks is
when i got the same shift with few partners.
they really cheer me up when i'm down
and when i'm really tired.
i talk less these few weeks.
i have no idea what goes wrong inside my mind.
probably just to tired of some matter.
anyway, i found something funny.
i don't know it's true or not.
but i was told it was meant to be like that.

here, can you see the word, 'TSCCHM'?
its a short form. guess what is it?
i have no idea when my assisatant manager ask me.
well, TSCCHM = The Stupid Customer Change His Mind. =.='
what the hell! i don't know it true or not la..

hehe its me!
doing manager's work.
partners can do it also but normally manager will do it.
it's some stupid shit work have to be done everyday. @.@

current addicted to a song : Crush by Paul Van Dyk
this song reminds me of some memories.

PAUL VAN DYK Feat SECOND SUN - Crush - Taneèní liga 72

starbucks

2008-09-28T13:17:00.006+08:00

i have been working in starbucks for 2 months
yea i got my salary. first job i got in my life.
first time getting salary.
lots things to buy when i got my salary.>.<
but still i rather keep my salary than spending it.
starbucks experience, hmmm what can i say?
working in starbuck is really nice.
meeting alot of ppl.
but i met more uncles then aunties and teenagers. lolx
all uncles come for same drinks almost everyday.
all uncles asked me the same questions.
'u r a part timer here?'
'u stuy ah?'
'next year study what? where?'
i have been repeating the answer since the day i work here. lol.
besides that, i have crazy/cute/funny/annoying partners working with me.
crazy- my assistant manager, just. he is really crazy as me.
ok he say : "i'm so baik." (he is beside me now.)
oh ya i bought him a tumble, with a picture of owl on it.
so he looks at the bottle and learn the owl cream 'hoooooo' =.=''
anyway he's leaving soon. going bu1 work as store manager. so sad.
cute- zaiham, he works for Hot FM. he got curly hair like kaka.
he talks cute stuff to me and merajuk with store manager. =.=''
haha i shall take one picture with him.
funny- my shift supervisor, heidi. my god, he is soooo funny.
he run like a penguin, haha
he merajuk always. okie i like him. erm don't missuderstood.
i like him as a partner. haha.
other partners like arif. he does all my work.
no, i should say he rebut my work.
when i want wash all the mugs he will rebut all mugs and wash.
and he call me 'boss'. some customers thought i'm really the boss.
damn him! =.= haha
Hazza. hmmm him ah. good body! lol. according to hangwoon aka daddy,
hazza looks good. hehe. yea he is handsome. haha.
charity - she is mix. erm not sure what race la. blue eyes and gold hairs. lol
she so pretty. hehe
lawrance - he is a perasan boy wei! when i ask him go rest,
he will say : 'im a good worker! don't rest one.'
lolx nice working with him. haha. he always 'zat' me. >.<
he looks like a blur person but he's not.
just that his eyes look small.
my store manager, zakiah - haha she is garang! but she is nice when
she is in good mood, she play with you, sing with you, laugh evilly to you. haha.
now come a new supervisor, phew~ he got big big muscle.
because he work in fitness last time. haha but he is too old for me. haha
normally partners call leng lui and leng zai as CIO= check it out!.
so store manager just hired a CIO*guy la duh*
for me since my kor kor edmund resigned d.
haha thank you zakiah, i don't need a CIO when working in starbucks. hehe

well, pictures? i show in next post la. =)

2008-09-22T23:11:00.005+08:00

yea, jay's new album is releasing soon.
in October.
can't wait to get it.
look, the cover is sooo cool.
so great.
looking forward for his new songs.
and also,
looking forward for his concert.
probably 4 years later which i will seriously attend.
he and jolin always try on new things.

今日苦，
明日甜。
明日的幸福，
是今日的付出。

你消化了这几句字吗？
有过先苦后甜的感觉吗？

　

silly me

2008-09-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

silly.
silly me.
nothing i can say.
silly.
can i run away from everything just for 1 day?
can i hide myself at a corner?
can i be alone just 1 day?
can the world keep quiet for 1 day?
sighs. silly me.

i got tagged again

2008-09-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

yes, I got tagged again.
It's Mr shaunie again.
Shaun i apologize for did not do your previous tag.
as i don't feel like doing it with songs.
the songs i listen will not match the answer for the questions.
well, i will do one u just tagged me.
here it goes.

Two names you go by:
1. Yun Xin
2. Xin? Tan? or my partner Heidi used to call me Ah Tan

Two things I'm wearing now:
1. Plain tee
2. shorts

Two things you want really badly at the moment:
1. time
2. money. haha

Two things you did last night before bed:
1. finish watching one episode of a hk series.
2. ate medicine as i'm sick now.

Two things you ate today:
1. bread
2. porridge

Two people you just spoke with:
1. Edmund Kor
2. My mum

Two things you are doing tomorrow:
1. err,, work??
2. tv? hmmm

Two longest car rides:
1. back to hometown?
2. going Singapore?

Two favorite beverages:
1. ice blended drinks.
2. err, is ice cream consider as a beverage? if yes then i would say i love mcd ice cream!

2 person chosen to do this meme:
meng yean
ee mei
___________________________________________________________________________

there goes the tag.
i got sick!!!
owh feeling so bad now.
flu cought soar throat all 'visit' me together.
i couldn't sleep well last night
as my throat really suffering last night.
i want get well asap!
i want hang out with frens!
i want yam cha with frens at night!
argggg... don't have the mood to get things done
when u are sick.
sobz.

2008-09-08T10:13:00.004+08:00

Yean is back from National Service!

but now she's on the way to genting with her ns friends.
according to her my driving skill is still so ganas.
lolx. but i haven drive my car for quite a long time.
i had a lil gathering ytd with few high schoolmates.
the happiest time i have is always with my high schoolmates
and working at starbucks now.
with high schoolmates, we can gossip anything we want.
talk crap that doesn't make sense. haha
and we laughed loudly.
talk softly but laugh loudly until ppl ard look at us.
every gathering,
we always plan to go somewhere during some celebration.
but always never make it.
hope that this time, we can really make.
and of coz all of us can go together.
as we have already 2 years didn't go travel together.
waiting for the days come again.
ytd is also one of my starbucks partner so call kor last day.
he told everyone we are brother and sister.
some believe it but some look at us suspecting us
as we don't look alike.
it's very fun working with him. =D
well, we can always meet up like during yam cha.
but he is a busy man!
lolx. will miss you kor.

take care ya!

Song Mv

2008-09-02T10:12:00.007+08:00

張敬軒櫻花樹下

树荫有一只蝉　跌落你身边

惊慌到失足向前　然後扑入我一双肩

现你腼腆一脸　像樱花万千

怀念美好高中两年　期望你的青春不变　

去到今天

还记得樱花正开　还未懂跟你示爱

初春来时　彼此约定过　继续期待

人置身这大时代　投入几番竞技赛

曾分开　曾相爱　等待　花蕊又跌下来　

才洞悉这是恋爱

未有过的爱情　但有种温馨

归家那单车小径　沿路细听你的歌声

没法再三倾听　你的感动匿称

维系错的一番友情　无奈已经不可纠正

太过坚贞

还记得樱花正开　还未懂跟你示爱

初春来时　彼此闭着眼　渴望未来

人置身这大时代　投入几番竞技赛

曾分开　曾相爱　等待　跟你未爱的爱
　
你说悲不悲哀

妙在之间变改　小小世界

眷恋　也许走不破　拆卸的街

仕女亦随年渐长　走得多麽快

如有天樱花再开　期望可跟你示爱

当天园林　今天已换上　满地青苔

如有天置地门外　乘电车跨过大海

匆匆　跟你　相望一眼　没理睬

明日花　昨日已开

Tired.

2008-08-28T23:44:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling tired.
physically and mentally tired.
a photo speaks a thousand word.
same goes to a blogskin.
it tells all the feeling i'm having at the moment.
calm down and everything will be fine.
sometimes,
the secret behind a story,
might be scary.
never step into it
if u do not want to know.
humans' nature is unpredictable.

friday, august 28th, 2008

2008-08-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

it's new post...
if i post on 8th september,
that means i did not post for 1 month.
omg, another one month past.
i turing 20 soon in few months more. sighs.
but now i feeling upset.
wanna release my sadness here.
work, today i did closing with 3 partners.
i prefer opening i guess,
as we don't need to clean everything,
don't need to clean the sampah.
the sampah really super duper smelly.
i feel like vomiting when i smell it.
what can i do?
i don't breath lo. lolz
but if i wanna work closing, i will only arrange the pastries.
easy, clean and got air-con from the chiller!
i know i'm bad.
well now is about 2.10 am.
very tired now. but don't feel like going to bed.
at the moment, i'm still considering what course
should i choose to continue my studies.
pharmacy or engineering?
both have it's benefits.
it's so hard to make a decision.
as i always say, i don't like to make a decision.
i hope i will choose the right path.
but i'm ok study either one.
few friends of mine had already start their course.
some fly to US, some to HONG KONG, some other places.
wonder how are they doing now.
we will meet some days later.
today wasn't very in a good mood.
after i heard something from A.
when A told me bout it,
my heart break into pieces.
that feeling was very bad. very bad.
sighs. just forget what A said a.s.a.p.
i'm gonna stop working next month, maybe.
i'm afraid to let my boss know.
i ask her once if i stop next month possible?
she was like monster wanted to kill me.
godness. she is a good person la after all.
wow, it's my first time staying sooooo late wei.
guess nothing else special to tell here.
better off to sleep now.
rain everyday, feeling cold very night.

days we had, too little, too short,
for me to tell u more.

friday, 8th august

2008-08-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by a friend xue wei last month.
I didn’t realize it until I visit her blog just now.
So here it goes the tag:

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
thing I think must be happened.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
probably album.

3) Where do you wish to get married?
anywhere that’s nice and beautiful.

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25+? Not sure about it.

5) Are you in love?
currently nope.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Centrepoint hawker centre

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
erm, shopaholic and baby

8) What is your full name?
Tan Yun Xin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
Both.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
All my friends I have now.

11) Christina or Britney?
Neither one.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
no. not yet.

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
any places, but will choose to visit Japan Korea and Taiwan if I have a chance to go now.

14) Hugs or kisses?
Hug

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Good, Helpful, Pretty, Quiet, Shy

16) 8 things I am passionate about:
high tea with friends, sleep, watch series I want, shopping,
listen to music, go online, swimming, eat.

17) 8 things I say too often:
‘mm’, ‘ok’, ‘huh?’, ‘omg’, ‘shit’*saying in heart if something goes wrong*
‘haiz’, ‘yala yala’, and… byk more.

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
no specific songs. All songs I like I will listen and listen again and won’t get bored of it.

19) 8 things I learned since last year:
knowledge got from A-level course, human communication (still need to improve),
be steady, aways get ready before challenge comes, a lot more that upgrade my life.

20)8 people to tag:
Meng Yean
Creamy since he hasn’t update his blog. (just simply do to accompany me la)
Shafiq
Chee Ping
Mellisa
Kai Sin
Ee Mei
Shi Wen

p/s for shaun: about the tag I got from you I haven’t done it. But will be done very soon. hehe

thursday,august 7, 08

2008-08-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

You Like Names That Are Classic and Timeless

You prefer quality names that have stood the test of time.

You don't like anything that's trendy today and outdated next year.

Names are important to you, and naming someone should not be an social experiment.

You are the type most likely to name someone after a family member.

Some female names you might like: Andrea, Elizabeth, Hannah, Julia, Marie, Nicole, and Victoria

Some male names you might like: Aaron, Benjamin, Christopher, Jonathan, Matthew, Thomas, and Zachary

What Kind of Names Do You Like?

Your Life is 63% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.

Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How Perfect is Your Life?

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it works

Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science

You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too

You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

What Kind of Fashionable Woman Are You?

You Should Be a Politician

Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.

Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.

And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.

A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.

You do best when you:

- Work according to your own rules

- Can change the world with what you do

You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

You Are 18% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.

Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

Your Driving Is is: 40% Male, 60% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical female.

You are a careful, skilled driver. And you are patient in sticky driving situations.

You may get aggressive from time to time, but normally you're a cool, collected driver.

Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

{i don't think the last one is correct.
people used to say i drink more like a male.
well, it's just a test. =) }

thursday, august 7, 08

2008-08-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody!
I did not blog for 1 month already. So now I’m back for blogging.
But as usual, not going blog EVERYDAY.

What had happen in the past 1 month? Hmmm..
Guess nothing special happened.
Just that I cut my hair (I already told you guys about it right in the previous blog).
Then I stay at home whole month after I finish my a-level course.
Everyday I just eat sleep TV housework.
Almost everyday I slept at 1am, den next day woke up at about 9.30am.
Went out for breakfast with mom, and then, guess where I go?
Haha shopping lar.. have been shopping with mom for the past 1 month.
After that fetch my bro have lunch back home by probably 2.
Then while watching TV, I did some housework *fold and iron clothes only lar*
Watched Jap series, Korean series, Taiwan and Hong Kong series as well.
So I did all this in the past 1 month.

I beh tahan with this life, I finally got a job. Just last month, I think its 22^nd of July.
Where? Starbucks Coffee Company. This job was recommended by a friend of mine la. *collmate*
I haven been to Starbucks for more than 10 times in my life.
Last year while studying in Taylor’s College University, the Starbucks just a short distance away.
And I only been there about 2 times for the whole year.
I got no idea about Starbucks. Haha. Now I know more about it already of course.

I worked for 4 days and went to 4 classes in 2 days ( 16 hrs for 4 classes).
The classes was a bit bored but 4^th class quite fun la as we get to make coffee. Nyeknyek.
I was so surprise that no girls partner work in my branch ( I work kat Centrepoint bu),
only 1 lady who is my store manager.
So when I go for the class, I thought will have some girls la,
but, but, but only 2 gals out of 14 people.
And all are MALAY GUYS. Sadnya.
Anyway I met few malay friends after the class.
During the 4^th class, only have 4 ppl, I’m the kakak in the class.
Why? All younger than me 1 month.
All call me kakak. Haha. We went for lunch together lo.
And it’s my first time makan di mamak and order myself.
Normally I yamcha with friends at mamak, I order drinks only,
all the roti roti they order I eat only.
So I have no idea what can I eat. Simply order jer la.
And the chicken is super expensive man!

Haha. So in my store, I’m the only girl partner la. All guys la. They didn’t bully me la.
But they all nice nice ppl la. Very fun working at Starbucks la.
As we can make different beverages la.
Use the La Marzoco machine to do latte and cappuccino la. Haha.
Come find me at Centrepoint *but I cant find u discount ah*
Tomorrow gonna be the register taking order form customer and handle money.
Omg I so nervous la. Haha.
Gonna battle again tomorrow.

But kinda tired la cause you turn here and there to make a beverage and stand a lot.
Sorry for recently no photo updates. Just no photo la. Will post some photo if there is some.
So, eya wanna take a nap, I just came back from work. hehe

2008-07-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

6 inches of my hair GONE!
yes about 5, 6 inches of my hair is gone~
went for haircut just now with joying at kepong.
now, i'm having short hair. how short?
about shoulder length only.
compare to my previous long hair.
it's consider quite short. T.T
but i didn't cry after i cut away my hair.
my hair will grow back ok.
by time cny will be long again. ah yea.. haha
i didn't take a picture of my new hairstyle.
when you see me again, you see my short hair.
ah yea my current hair make me look younger
and my face looks smaller. good good.
before we head to the salon,
we went to Desa Parkcity to have lUnch.
guess who i saw? not big star.
we saw the guy who take part in advertising astro on demand.
*neh the one... wanna sell cds to ppl, den ask ppl 'tai jor mei'*
*then the guy who dedicate a song to all mothers on mother days in AOD
and advertise some hongkong series*
remember ah? don't know nvrm la. he ain't any big star.
if it's Jay Chou or Ethan Ruan or Jam Xiao,
then i will take picture with them and bla bla bla.*some one whispering to me: 'whatever~'* =.='
and we ate at BBQ Chicken. taste good. try out the restaurant.
after haircut, joying bring me around Kepong.
we went to a place call "Gei Tak Sek" *Remenber to eat"
quite a lot people having tea time there.
we went there to eat ice. they have 50+ dimsun and tong shui there.

this is the shop.

i wanna eat the mango flavor. *drooling*

2008-07-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

LA LA LA LA LA~~~~~
=D

2008-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

ta dah dah..
okay okay. be serious.
akhem~
aiyo i got nothing serious to share man.
how to be serious....?
i'm so bored at home.
everyday sit in front tv watch all the series i want.
some might think it's fun because can watch tv tak payah study.
but i tell you IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL!*really no fun one*
it's tiring!
a day spend about 5 hrs in front the tv is so so tiring
and hurt my eyes. but but...
besides watching tv, house work and sleep,
i got nothing to do liao la..
haiz forget bout it.

u guys remember the taiwan series i recommanded?
#Fated to Love You# now only show until epi 15.
5 more episodes to go. which means i have to wait for another month.
gosh.
in the show, they got a puppy, white cute clever puppy.
it's name is Baby G. (sounds like the watch baby g rite?)
the surname of the owner is JI (= G)
and the owner gave the dog a name as bao bei which means sayang/darling/babe/baby.
so translate to english, the dog's name is Baby G.
and the dog is sooooo clever.
he knows someone is scolding him, he will give a sad face and hide at a corner like crying.
someone talk to him, he will look at you.
when u talk bad in front of him, he will give u an angry look.
oh gosh i wish i have a doggie like that.
*maybe in the future.*

*it's mandarin*

2008-06-23T10:26:00.000+08:00

JOBLESS GIRL is here again! buahaha
i cannot live my life this way, its so unproductive and cranky!
okie i gonna look for a job.
this is my first time looking for a part time job.
i don't know where to start search for a part time job
and do not know how to find a part time job.
haha suddenly feel like I'm so useless.
and i also do not know what kind of part time job i prefer.
promoter waiter doesn't suit me. i can't promote things.
i can serve food to customer but I'm afraid i mess up the table. haha
I'm so a pampered girl huh? haha
okie so these days i keep watching series.
eat sleep watch.. these are what i did in the past few days.
okie so yesterday was my so call daddy, hang woon birthday.
as all of us will do is celebrate with him la.
but this time we bought a very cute cake.
which is a sinchan on it.
omg i didn't expect the sinchan to look so cute!

dah dah~ so cute huh?? and it doesn't cost us much.
wanna know how much, check it out yourself at Baker's Cottage la.hehe
weel, as i'm a jobless person now.
i search around the internet. haha
and discover that photobucket has a lot decoration thingy ready for us to edit out pictures!
it's so cool! all the deco are so cute! haha so i tried on one picture! haha
but sadly, it took me hours to save the picture you edited. what the.... =.=''

dah dah.. hhaa i added more,
but the more u added the longest time they will take to save the picture.
haiz.. i gonna daydream again.. ~.~'''

2008-06-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

oh no, i'm a jobless person now.
finally, A Levels ended.
most of us must be very happy because going to college it's very suffering sometimes.
haha everyday wake up early go college and study for exam.
everyday was buzy will all these.
now, i'm jobless and everyday stays at home.
i really can't think of anything to do.
few of my friends told me they wanted to go back college.
see isn't that funny?
when u got class u wish to have holidays.
when u got holidays u wish to have class.
haiz don't care so much. take it as a long break.
but meanwhile i will go look for some short courses to fill up my free time.
since holidays started, i keep watching some series but mostly taiwan series
and online but not much ppl i can chat with.
or being busybody check out ppl's blog.
see what are they doing these days.
well this taiwan series, got 2 of my friends convinced me to watch since early the year.
but i'm not interested in it so never wanted to watch it.
since i have got nothing to do, i watched it.
compare to all taiwan series, this is another show i think it
has a very good story line.
cause normally taiwan series are all quite illogical. lolx.
besides Romantic Princess and Prince Changed frog, Fated To Love You
this is the third series i enjoy most.

#Fated To Love You#
this show i think got bout 20+ series.
now taiwan is showin until epi 13 only and it's onlys show on sunday.
my god! i got to wait one week by one week for every epi to post in youtube.
god how i'm gonna to wait??? haiz
if u are interested, watch it. i know u will like it! =)

p/s: yean and joying, im watching this series d! congrats both of u influenced me to watch haha

2008-06-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

last friday, i had my A Levels Prom night held at Renaissance Hotel Kuala Lumpur
with theme Chateau Jes Sumieres means the Palace of Light
thank you yean for offer us make up by her cousin and make up artists and hairstylists.
that day i was the last and the latest who arrived to her house(almost 4pm)
others reached bout 3pm like that.
cause the day before she told me there will be one group make up at 3, another group at 3.30pm.
since i chose the second group and i want to be the last one
so thought of arrive late lo.
as i arrived, so many heels outside her door. all about 2-3 inches high. waoh.
they can't recognise me after i did my make up. haha. xD
somemore yean shouted my name so loud cause she cant find me
which i was just sitting in front her doing my hair. =.='

some of us before leaving her house. spot where am i?

her uncle sent us to the hotel.
her uncle was to happy as finally we reached,
so he accidentally turn into the wrong junction. lolx.

after we reached hotel, they head to the toilet first.. =.='
which is my leg???
lolx the one with white colour nails.

outside the ballroom.

yean was my date. haha

the prom should start at 7pm,
but due to malaysia timing,
everything delayed for an hour like.
so started at 8+ like that. haiz.
after director of A Level, president of studen council of 07 and 08 gave their speech,
finally we get to eat. *we didn't eat anything since afternoon. very hungry liao la*
the food was great. mostly Chinese dishes.
and and we had shark fin as well le! hahahah *whack*

the menu. suppose to start at 7pm one le..

while eating, we were asked to nominate prom king and queen.
we just simply wrote someone's name since we don't know anyone. lolx.
we eat camwhore eat and camwhore.
when i found my friends and wanted to take picture with them,
they look at me like stranger.
when i called them
only they recognise. =.='
haiz.
they had organized some performances for us,
like break dance by students, singing and etc.
the best part was teacher dance on stage.
omg A Levels teachers are so cool and hot. haha.
about 11+, they played some songs and we hit the dance floor.
all of us get more high and we dance for almost 1 hour with heels.
omg it's my first time dance with heels. its really tired.
well i enjoyed it very much.
and now i officially free from A Levels. haha
but what to do during this long holidays before entering uni?
*wonder*

both of us. she when to ns d. i mss her

the korean girl. oh she is so pretty..
she is back to Korea d. T.T

4 of us... =)

the prom queen. she cried when she got choosen. lolx

2008-06-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

Super Junior - U (korean version)

check it out chinese version by Super Junior M
which group by 5 chinese and 2 koreans..
hmm am i right?
yean explain to me bout Super Junior
and Super Junior M as well
but i don rmb d.. haha
found out this song is so great from radio.
love it so much.. xD

.:edit:.
after yean told me more about Super Junior(SuJu).
i went to check it out bout profile of SuJu.
there are a few subgroups.
okay so SuJu was a 12 members korean boy band in 2005.
then a long long story going on btw 2005 until 2008.
now SuJu got 13 member.
bout the long long story i'm not very clear
u cant read it from wikipedia.
so the sun-groups are
SJ-M
(mainly chinese)
SJ-K.R.Y
(3 koreans from SuJu. they form a gp as they have some similarities
compared to other members)
SJ-T
(6 korean members from SuJu)
SJ-M
(5 korean members from SuJu)
SJ-H
(6 korean members from SuJu)
okay after all, this boy band sound so complicated,
one boy band can divide into so many sub-group.
buat apa leh? haiz.
so find out yourself. haha
by the way, their songs are nice! HA!

2008-05-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

吴克群_越爱越难过

你有从歌里听到伤心的故事吗？

2008-05-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

so how's my new skin? nice ah?
why is't so hard to find a nice blogskin le?
all the blogskins i found either there is a gal inside or a boy
or a couple inside. aiyo...
why so like to put gal or boy inside le.
haiyo.
those don't have le,
the margin doesn't suit my page.
haiyo.. find another nicer one after exam.
i had my 2 papers on monday.
the following papers will on next wed, thurs and fri continueosly.
omg~ wish me luck and wish other luck too.
so hows everyone now?
i mean those having hol, waiting for uniand etc?
quite a long time i didn't not keep in touch with them already.
i have thought of learning another language after my Alvl.
jap or korean? which on shud i take?
ha! i think i will take jap first.
later on possible only learn koream.
can't wait to learn a new language.
so sad since exam started, i didn't see my korean for days.
ha, joking la. don't care bout korean anymore.

2008-05-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

最近，我的心情真得很差。
我很清楚不是因为考试的压力。
而是另一方面的问题。

其中也是因为四川地震的发生。
每天翻看报章，都是在报道地震的情况。
死亡人数一天一天的在上涨。
余震也可能会发生。
一个风景水秀的地方，
一夜之间就变成了死城。
看到这种情景，大家都痛在心里。
在电视上看到四川的画面，
我都会忍不住地流眼泪。
可是我坚强不让眼泪留下。

心情差了，我话也少了。
没有那个心情和别人交谈。
因为一些人际关系的矛盾。
现在我发现，
对一个朋友好，
并不是一件好事。
你对他好，
当他是好朋友，
牺牲那么多,
可是人家可能不把你看得很重要也不会珍惜。
你一直以为的，可能并不是真正的。
当你发现事情不是你想像中那样时，
心里那种莫名的痛是多难受。
我终于明白‘不够朋友’ 的意识了。
心里有一口气，很不甘心。
很想放声的哭。
我也很久没有大哭了。
想找朋友聊聊，又想一个人自己。
很矛盾。
有一位朋友说过，
人际关系是一门很大的学问。
真的是一门难念的学问。
受的委屈还是自己知道比较好,
告诉别人,恐怕别人说你小气之类的话。
有人对我说过
“你好像很喜欢驾车哦？”
对，我有时很喜欢开车。
一边开车，一边听音乐，看看周围风景。
真的能让我心情好很多。
无论如何，
我也学会如何对待一个人
才不会让自己受伤害。

还是把精神放在课业上吧。
难过.....

2008-05-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

today afternoon went to buy lunch
i wallked pass a kedai ubat.
saw a uncle sitting ontside the door packing those herba.
the scenery is like a very old poor kesian uncle packing some stuff.
a song hit my mind.
haha what song is it?
the song yonghan used to sing.
‘sio ba zhang ah sio ba zhang'
haha somemore the way he sing is like so pity.
okay i miss his singing. haha.

the person in red is han. look at his expression! omg~
den me, voon*vroom* and beatrice.

well,
natural disaster keep happening these days.
3 years ago, tsumani happened in Asia.
later on followed by heavy windstorm happened in America,
blizzard in Japan,
earthquake in Middle East,
cold current in India,
drought in Africa,
.... a lot more disaster happened these days,
many people's precious life were taken away.
all these happened without control.
last month, another scary windstorm happened in Myammar.
more than millions people's houses were destroyed and lifes were taken away.
they do not have a place to stay and don't even have enough food to supply.
all these have not settled, on 12th of May,
a magnitude of 7.8 earthquake happened in Sinchuan.
more than 20thousand people passed away.
there are still more than 10thousand people waiting for help.
just one night, a beautiful city became a dead city.
how scary it is.
lets do something to help them people.
they need help.
i hope all these disaster stop happen from now.
but impossible as global keep changing now.
we cant estimate what will happen next.
but hopefully we can take precautions before it really happened again.
sighs.

2008-05-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

it's already years i did not post a proper post of my days.
i have been very busy lazy and tired to blog.
looks into others blog, i love their blog.
always have something to blog.
and meanwhile exam is ard the corner,
mom somehow don't allow me to use computer.
haha that's normal k for all mothers do the same thing.
Last Sunday,
father's birthday and mother's day were both on the same day.
yea we celebrated to both together..
as usual all the kids will do,
like bring them to some restaurant to have dim sum lunch and dinner.
we did the same as well.
so i can't think of any special thing to share about.
well, having bad heachache now.
probably due to i ate something i shouldn't eat just now.
yea, had my last class in college last friday.
after class gathering with teachers,
we went to pyramid to have lunch and then to Redbox.
it was my second time went to redbox.
first time was with kaka nan all of them in The Curve.
differebt gang of people sing different songs of coz.
hmm.. my collmates chose a lot of old songs huh.
out of my expectation.
and due to i seldom listen to english songs,
so i din't sing much.
i salute Andrew, as he can really sing like Chao Ge.
omg~ i always think he looks a bit like Chao Ge.
but sadly no one agree with me.
they are really funny in the way they talk, their expression and their action.
hui eng, gym mama, is the one who always came out with weird weird things.
like thing normally people won't do, she actually did it.
voon is her best partner, yea both of them do crazy stuff haha.
talking about tall guys, i only think of chuen jeina nd yonghan.
jein, a perfect boyfriend. that's what i heard la.
he good in study and sports! he even can play some musical instruments.
how can a person know so many things? he is good looking too la.
yong han, the klang-nia. haha. he ah, aiya... haha
same 'spesis' with shau en. why?
both from klang la. lolx.
the cempaka-ians, beat, joyce, nick and huieng.
same type od pl due to they are form the same school.
nick speak great english. erm some american slang lar.
beat, LAME JOKE from her only.
joyce, a girl always ' aiyo *herherher*' haha. think of colour think of joyce.
she alwasy with different hairband and earrings.
hwa, the first person i know when i switched to PE5.
sheau yong and jo ying, both SI MUN girl.
they sometimes actually 'zha' me sometimes >.< aiyo =".="''">.<
jo, another swimmer in our class besides jein.
jaric? bao qin tian oh when he serious face.
wan yen amirah, both laugh alot. especially amirah.
look at her she will keep laughin.. =.=''' swt-ness.
azeim and serena. haha. funny fellows.
jin, with surname ooi, i saw a clinic ooi near taylors le.
cheeping, like always got bully others huh? izit cheeps?
tan jia-li, omg a cat lover wei.
haha i better stop. very bad headache. anyone i left one sorry ya.
pictures ah.. next time lar. slp slp slp

2008-05-09T08:56:00.000+08:00

1. What is the most important thing in your life?

what ah? I guess the most important thing is how I spend my life to the full lo… do all the things I want to and enjoy all the moment with friends and family..

2. What's the last thing you bought with your own money?

hmmm.. could be few weeks ago.. erm, I don’t have own money le.. all kat bank ma..

3. Where do you wish to get married?

hmmm.. Malaysia of coz? Same as yean.. having a garden wedding.. or some wedding very special or grand..

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?

lol I will tell you when it’s a time to share hehe

5. Are you in love?

yea, im in love… in love with lots of theing.. puppy even though I don have one.. in love with songs.. in love with some Taiwan star.. erm in love with koren? Lolx joking man

6. Where was the last restaurant you had your dinner?

the last restaurant ah? I think is in Rakuzen Restaurant with my family in Kepong Parkcity Waterform.

7. Name the latest book you have bought.

last book ah? Magazine consider book rite? Den ifeel magazine was the latest book I bought lo..

8. What is your full name?

my full name u tak tau den you are not my friend lo.. for what this tag ask this stupid question le?

9. Do you prefer mother or father?

er… equal la… mom cook mom can monja.. daddy ah… tell him what I want den he will think first then only get it for me lo.. lolx

10. Name a person you would really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.

hmmm… the Korean guy? Lolx. Or Jiro Wang? Or Aaron Yan? Haha or Datuk Mathadir?

11. Christina or Britney?

Britney.. she is the one I know also the one I think is pretty but her attitude ain’t good some times..

12 Do you do your own laundry?

er… those need hand wash I do it myself lo.. need machine den mom will do it for me lo.. I don know how to us washing machine to be frank.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?

er… study oversea and earn a lot money travel to Taiwan Hong Kong and Korea.. or maybe UK.. hehe

14. Hugs or kisses?

both? Hugs and kisses from friends.. both represent wishes from my love friends..

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

~wah.. 5 thing ah? She is tall pretty and friendly
~ she is funny she is smart
~she in love with wu chun a lot a lot… yes A LOT..
~she loves to watch Korean and Taiwan series a lot.. I din’t notice she actually watched a lot of series d… geng!
~ I admire her handwritting a lot a lot..

16. 8 things i am passionate about.

> love my family..
>enjoy every moment with friends yam cha with them..
> obserb the sexy-ness of Jiro Wang *whacked by yean*..
>read people's blog like being a busy-body girl lar..
>hang out with my lovely friends..
>in the future travel alone
>watch all the series and movies i want..
>SLEEP~!

17. 8 books i have read recently.

- erm, my chemistry book
- my physic book
- a story book from my friend "PS : i love u'
- newspaper
- magazine
- school magazine
- 学海
-don't know lar..

18. 8 songs i could listen over and over again.
*erm i love all songs.. i listen songs over and over again will depends on my mood.*

19. 8 things i have learnt last year

+ being a lame fello
+ how to treat people
+ chemistry knowledge
+ maths knoeledge
+ of coz and physics knowledge *got whacked*
+ how to drive
+ how to be a good girl?
+ erm, some general knowledge lor..

20. 8 people i want to tag.
*thank u for meng yean as i have my last chance using Taylor's computer*
# ee mei
# ze wei
# chee ping
# sook voon
#yong we
# nan zi
# hang woon aka daddy
# shaun liew

last day of college, this is my last chance using taylor's computer to blog.
we gonna camwhore and going out later. last time staying in class with teacher.
i am going to say bye bye to my teachers in 30 mins.
i will be leaving taylor's after 10 days.
i'm not a taylorian after 10 days. omg
17 months past. college life ends.

2008-04-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

30th April.
Banyak ppl birthday oh today.
happy birthday to birthday babaies.
and one of them is my lovely friend notty kaka.
Happy Birthday Ka!

i think i havin listening problem.
today in college,
i kept hearing ppl calling my name from far far.
in lib, at the guard hse, going to wed, on the way to lab.
when i turn over,
no one walk towards me.
hmmm... hearing problem huh?
alamak~!

Tomorrow is public holiday~
yeah, i must tidur gao gao!

2008-04-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh, i seriously not in the mood of blogging these days.
too much thing to tell.
but end up keep to myself.
holidays just ended 2 days ago.
back to college continue my study life.
but my mood hasn't not totally tidy up yet.
still feel like having holidays.
maybe some time later i will get back my study mood.
yea, another 3 weeks i will be having my final exams.
time passes pretty fast.
last year whole year was like rushing homework and exams.
everyday work work and work.
every second thinking of exam exam and exam.
those life quite scary. as we don't have time to relax ourselves.
even while playing, some of us the mind is still thinking bout homework.
yea, 3 weeks more.
then i will be leaving taylors leaving my friends.
we might not be having chance to study together again.
i will miss those days.
sometimes i really miss my high school life
with my high schoolmates.
i will appreciate the days we left in college with my collmates.
mean while, do my revision as much as possible.
i want to get the best result for my finals.
i MUST.
anyway,
meet up with high school mates last Saturday
as that day was my pet brother's 21st birthday party.
his actual birthday suppose to be on 24th April.

happy 21st birthday hang kim~!

2008-04-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

tomorrow having speaking test.
nervous.
good luck to myself.
God bless~!
x.x

2008-04-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

omg~ i'm not in a mood of blogging.
there are too many things i wanna tell,
but i do not know where to start with.
miserable. lost. sighs.
first week of holidays going to end.
and i have done nothing...?
nah, first week to enjoy and relax.
next week will start my study section.
study all over again for finals.
first week of holidays i only burn series oils.
watch hong kong and taiwan series.
some hong kong series showing in AOD.
and some taiwan series from Fahrenheit- "The X-Family".
taiwan series is always soooo 'sampat'.
as what we know la.
but still, they are funny.
while hong kong series normally contain moral values
and things happen in our daily life.
well, i think i will continue watching my taiwan series
right after finals ba, as the series i watching,
has about 50+ episode. X.X'' omg~

"The X-family"

*this part to yean*
actually, 'the x-family' is the second part of 'ko-one'

in ko-one 3 of the Fahrenheit have some great power,
but don't know at the end they lost their power. *i din watch la*
"世上有7各自己"
so they need to go diff spaces to find the other 6 to gain back their power.
and this story in continued in second part which is in x-family.
i know why chun wasn't take part inside.
coz the ko-one they filmed on midyr 2005,
that time chum belum masuk group yet.
so dia tak film lo. *dia masuk late 2005*
since ko-one dia tak film, so x-family also tak payah him fim byk.
jadi he got small part in x-family lolx.

today is sheau yeong's birthday.

happy sweet 19th birthday yeong.
"the cake we got her, is the most oily cake in the world." said mandy*sitting in black*.
i forgotten the name of the dish.
its some fried onions from Tony Roma's.
as voon ask yeong to cut it into pieces,
i came out an idea lets put a candle on it.
and tah tah, a oily onion cake is born. lolx.
erm as the manager knows today is yeong birthday after we told him.
he actually gave us some good offer for our lunch.
he came out with a suprise celebration as well.
erm i promised the manager not to tell about their offer.
so *zipppp* i cant tell. sowie.....
i think all the western restaurant like Tony Roma's, Nando's and Friday's etc.
all have special celebration for birthday babies.
as i have a friend celebrated his bd in Friday's,
they were asked to stand on chair and sing song.
sounds fun right?
try out western's restaurant during your bd,
you might get some great offer from them.
try it, why not.

okay i got to go.
good luck for my test on next wed16.4.08 and saturday 19.4.08.
*ommanipamehom*

2008-04-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

Look Out Point.
some hill in ampang.
a place to watch KL night view.
a place for couples.

friday afternoon was raining cats and dogs.
so the weather there was fricking cold.
maybe because i went with empty stomach that's why i felt cold?
and on the way up the hill,
the mist was quite heavy.
sheau yeong scare me, she said:' the hill very slant like 80° le'
i was like 'HUH?!' i never drive to a hill so slant before le.
after reached the place. cheh. not as slant as i thought.
still can go up. lolx
on the way to the place, shau en and yong han sat hui eng's car.
but of them were like 2 monkeys,
keep jumping in hui eng's car.
there is one part that is really funny.
that time we were in the fast lane. suddenly yonghan's hand pop out the window.
keep waving like 'ah sam' to the left trying to tell us faster go to the left.
like those old days ppl waving hand. lolx.
when yanghan and shau en come together, they make the day.
both are from klang so both are the same spesis? xD
we ate and camwhore all the night.
when to sook hwa's hse for ghost story too. fun.

3 of us.

the girls.

the group.

*the craziness of yong han*
after that, thought of overnight in joying's hse
so next day can go swimming.
but end up i didn't.
swimming pool wait for me,
we will meet one day T.T

now study problem.
should i go for July 08 or Feb 09 uni intake le?
if i go for July, then will be very rush lo.
as my alvl end on June,
i will have less than 2 weeks to pack my stuff.
how can???
but if i go for Feb, then i will be having 7 months holidays.
that is the longest holidays i ever had.
but i'm afraid after 7 months
i might forgotten what i learn in alvl wor.
but during the 7 months i thought of going for a language course.
hmm...
July 08 or Feb 09?

2008-04-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

世界上最温暖的情是亲情。
世界上最无比的情是友情。
而
世界上最甜蜜的情是爱情。
*last sentence have to ask ze wei lor*
lolx *kena whack*

yes, yes, yes..
last day exam tomorrow.
last paper tomorrow.
its maths paper.
yes~
my classmates already planning
where to go after exam.
yean know that me and my friends will
be goin pyramind tomorrow.
so she thought of tumpang my car.
before i say yes, i ask her
to make sure non of her friends sitting my car
are not driving to college.
last week i send two of her friends to pyramid
since the two friends asked for it.
friend A :"how we got problem for transport back to coll"
friend B : " take bus or taxi lo later. later only decide.."
friend A :" yea make sure we have enough money to take taci..*^$(*^%**("
yean : *interrupt* " eh friend A i thought u drive to college everyday?"
friend A : " ya.. y?"
me: *wondering wondering* "yean, u said she drive to coll everyday?"
yean: " ya.."
me: " friend A, u got car why didn't u drive oh????? O.O"
friend A : *laughing evilly* " cause i want to be pampered by yunxin ma.."
me : "HUH??" *SWT =.='''*
me yean and friend B kena 'zha'!
haha, we laugh all the way to pyramid
and
she keep saying want to be pampered by me.
haha such a funny friend yean got. xD

i want to watch this show.
haha, this show already came out long time ago.
i knew it through keyin.
its a very funny show.
i only know the common name is
'Nodame'
hehe.. i recommended vee to watch.
*vee: tell me how was it after you watched ya*

2008-04-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

hello, friends.
first of all,
i would like to say
'HAPPY APRIL fool'
don't worry, I'm not going fool anyone who read my blog.
talking about April,
it's already more than 1 year i study in Taylors.
less than 1 and a half month,
i will be leaving Taylors.
college life is meaningless,
everyday go class, everyday exams.
somehow it's fun.
but when tons of homework waiting for you to complete,
you will feel like commit suicide. lolx.
but kinda enjoy life like that.
making new friends in the beginning of year.
waiting for lunch time and walk all the way to far rest. to eat.
standing outside the classroom to wait ppl inside to get their ass off.
changes my thought.
stalking hot guys and gals.
haha. a lot more.
but i'm going to leave Taylors soon.
leave my collmates and don't get to stalk the korean guys anymore.
ouch, that's so sad.
two weeks more to study in Taylors.
May will be having final exam
and i only need to go for about 10 days.
huh, 24 DAYS in Taylors only??
omg~! i gonna miss alot thing..
sobz sobz..
i will miss you~

omg, i'm so boring..
today is april fool le.
y no one fool me de?

and, i found out my classmates kuok hao,
is kinda notty fren.
we play the sims 2 game.
when we talking about the game.
he told me how he make fun with the game.
omg~ kuok hou, u r out of my thought.
haha, notty kuok hao.
yea he will be flying back to his hometown in Miri after final.
then, it will be hard for us to meet up again.

2008-03-27T11:13:00.000+08:00

dah dah....
dang dang dang..
haiz ignore me..
'am studying in library now..
haiyo... so many stuff to read one..
read until can commit suicide lo...
x.x
will be back to blog a proper post after friday..

current mood: stress and disappointed.

2008-03-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

"In Japan,
"Clasping hands is a basic action of Buddhist prayer to show appreciation."
Buddhists clasp their palms together to pray for enlightenment.
but Conan, a chihuahua, appears to have more worldly motivations.
Conan, a two-year-old male with long, black hair and a brown collar,
sits next to Yoshikuni in front of the altar
and looks right up at the statue of a Buddhist deity.
When the priest starts chanting and raises his clasped hands,
Conan also raises his paws and joins them at the tip of his nose.
Conan, originally a temple pet,
now has become so popular that people come
in to take pictures almost every week, the priest said."
this article was taken from yahoo news.
i found it so funny.
a dog pray together with human.
can you believe that?
this might be true or it might not.
maybe someone just asked the dog Conon
to pose it this way and take photo.
well, yinmei check it out whether is true or not
when you are in Japan.
if its true, i would like to go Japan and have a look.

after Japan now talk bout Korea.
yea another story about dog too.
Sunday i watched a drama half way.
its a Korean drama about a dog and a child.
i think is movie was showed on 2006.
maybe some of you had watched this.
the theme of abandonment is the key in Hearty Paws.
yea, the name of the movie is
Heaty Paws.
in this drama,
you will expext the usual
dog-saves-and-protect-the-master-from-harms.
but its a very nice movie
talking bout love-hatre relationship
between human and animal.

i watched half way only,
hopefully it will show in astro again after 2weeks of my exam la.

ok, now,next stop, Taiwan.
yea we are travel ard now.
yean's favourite show,
Romantic Princess.
its a funny movie and the song by Angela is so nice.

haiz, time to study again.
life is hard and sad.
ahhh...
how can i get to know him more?
sighs.

2008-03-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

4 words of my recent life.
miserable.

stress.

tired.

lost.

sighs..
exam is ard the corner. a lot thing to study.
not enough time le.
will try my best to study and get good results la.
last time i stalked a korean guy who looks alike Joo Ji Hoon.
after some period i stopped stalking him d,
because its so wasting time and tiring.
so it happened today,
i met him and his friends in the morning,
afternoon and after class in coll.
we were so funny.
i saw them, (5 of them)
they saw me.
we were just looking at each other.
five look at me.
me look at five. =.='
no expression on our face.
everytime in college, we meet each other,
we will just look at each other,
like some stupid silly fellow. lolx
well, one of the 5 korean guys,
yean says he is hot.
but sadly, he smokes.
haiz i agree with what yean said,
but after seeing him smoking outside college,
feel so sad as me and yean dislike smokers.

well,
i'm now currently watching a Taiwan series
that yean recommended me.
"Romantic Princess"
hmm.. okie la its quite good and funny la.
and both our parents have one common comment about wu chun
"wu chun looks like a girl."
*whack by yean* ouch~!
lolx chun is kinda hot SOMETIMES.
what do you expect from those series?
its always the same story line.
beginning the guy and gal always fight
and dislike each other,
after some time fall in love with each other,
then, both get together
then story ends.
this is what i found from all Taiwanese show.
but what to do,
ppl like to watch this kind of show wor.
lolx. in the movie they can make everything so romantic
so lovely;
but in real life,
it will never happen like what is showed in the movie.

anyway, don't care about it first.
exam coming! omg! stress. haiz.
good luck ppl~!

2008-03-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

【新歌】杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

2008-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand of words.
so, this is the craziness of yunxin?
lolx

2008-03-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

loving someone is a journey.
starts at forever.
end at never.
tomorrow is white valentine day.
happy always to all the couples.
me? no no no.. don't need to celebrate la.
nothing nice to celebrate also.

well, today totally not feeling well.
while doing chemistry practical,
i almost fainted.
counldn't read the words.
couldn't stand properly.
after class quickly had a cup of hot millo.
still not feeling well so stayed in library.
after college, still not feeling.
so asked yean drove. omg~!
i'm the second friend who try her driving.
lolx. as she is a new driver,
she drive slowly and steadily.
so i don't need to worry anything. =) keep goin yean!
exam is around the corner.
*getting nervous*
~>.<~ sighs. thousands of sighs.

2008-03-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

she was hyper ytd.
but today she is down.
bang the head on wall
and
forget everything.
sighs
useless.
wasting time.
wasting energy.
wasting effort.
and
she is tired now.
everything coming to the end.

2008-03-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

hyper! hyper!
{yunxin is currently in a hyper mood}

haha.
she need people to slap her to calm her.
if you can't tahan her hyper.
don't mind giving her a slap.
but not too hard.
or
you may just ignore her
and walk away.
but pls,
at least care for her a bit lar.
leave a message.
haha
{she is currently jumping up and down non stop since morning}

*do not ask why*