how much i wish you could spend 5 mins talking to me. that will be enough to cheer up me.

-last post from now.-
-this blog is back to dead mode again-

Chan Kin Keong: so xin,i suddenly curious

Chan Kin Keong: how well can u cook?

={ yunxin }= : lol, badly

={ yunxin }= : cant cook

={ yunxin }= : why ah?

Chan Kin Keong: OH NO

Chan Kin Keong: later i cook better than u how?

Chan Kin Keong: haha cause here 5 pm de, so i thinking,how well can u cook

={ yunxin }= : good la

={ yunxin }= : den u go aus cook for me

={ yunxin }= : hahhahh

Chan Kin Keong: haha

Chan Kin Keong: wan me go aus pulak

Chan Kin Keong: go leaarn how to cook, i b ur guinea pig

={ yunxin }= : i can cook, but not with stove maybe LOL

Chan Kin Keong: lol cook have to use stove lor

={ yunxin }= : oven? lol

Chan Kin Keong: unless u microwave everything and oven everything?

={ yunxin }= : or food dont need cook one

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: maggie cup noodles??

={ yunxin }= : salad not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: .....

={ yunxin }= : YA CUP NOODLES

={ yunxin }= : and...

={ yunxin }= : sandwishes not need cook

={ yunxin }= : and delivery not need cook

Chan Kin Keong: no more comment

Chan Kin Keong: xin u just failed as a housewife

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahhahaha

={ yunxin }= : LOL

={ yunxin }= : thx!

Chan Kin Keong: lol

Chan Kin Keong: can clean?

Chan Kin Keong: maybe give u some points there

Chan Kin Keong: hahahahah

={ yunxin }= : lol. clean easy only

={ yunxin }= : or maybe use disposal one.

={ yunxin }= : or hire maid larh.

Chan Kin Keong: with maid! U LAZY PIG!

Chan Kin Keong: so xin, u really failed as a normal housewife.

so in conclusion, i failed to be a housewife? LOL

THX KIN KEONG FOR THE COMPLIMENTS ON ME BEING A HOUSEWIFE.

I'm pretty sure there's someone who willing to cook for me. ^^

so uncle KK, u dont need worry i will suffer hunger in australia.

等待。

等待那天的到來。

可是感覺上，

這好像是沒有結局的等待。

摸不清要等多久。

摸不清那天會是那一天。

而我，為了你，耐心的等待。

親愛的風，

請您大風的吹，吹走我的無奈。

親愛的雨，

請您大雨的落下，沖走我的煩惱。

親愛的宇宙，

請您慷慨的給予我一點小小的力量和幫忙，帶我尋找我的人生。

suffering breathing difficulties. - sad =(

hi to my gastric problem, can u don't find me every month?

i don't like u. - double sad =((

headache, dont visit me during my hectic study month, pls! - triple sad. =(((

一首每次聽都很有感覺的歌。
音樂，你是我的靈魂。

In signal lab, doing experiment with Speedy33 with built in filter function,

tutor : ' Try increase ur sampling rate... but in real life, increasing in sampling rate, cost will be more expensive .. '

* the he changed to the highest rate *

tutor : ' Don't need so high, cost will be expensive...'

he : ' aiyo, this is lab ma everything is free...'

while

I : *burst into laughter=.=*

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I'm feeling blue today.

As I'm just stress of everything.

Don't worry, u did not do anything that pissed me off.

Just be as hyper and perasan as u can.

Thats the way to brighten up my day. =)

The cuteness in u is the key to my happiness.

And,

Your world will never be empty.

Cheers up k? =)

I ask : ' scare to jump down ar? '

he answers : ' I'm scare of height... >.< '

That voice, that expression, that cute, i will remember. =]

So near yet so far.

So Near Yet So Far.

I close my eyes,

to look away from the reality of the world.

I fall asleep,

to have a dream, which only have u inside.

I smile when I dream,

because I feel u are with me in my heart and by my side.

I look up the sky,

wishing it could be blue always.

I walk under the rain,

so that i wont know my tears dropping.

I talk to friends,

to forget about my sadness.

I pray to the Universe,

ask Him to help me get through the hard time.

I'm waiting,

the day only belongs to us, only us.

Love by u, give me strength walk down the path,

Loving u, give me courage to continue with my life.

They don't know how deep is the feelings.

I dont know how to proof.

I will learn to be strong for u.

I will fight for our day with u.

I will wait, even if the day will not come.

I wont give up, until u tell me one day, u already give up on me.

Two thing I promised you,

I will have it in my mind always.

I trust u. ♥

maybe i should had kept my promise 2 weeks ago.

maybe i should had let it go before anything worst happened.

maybe i should had wait for it to come again if it really belongs to us.

maybe i should had lie to u from the begining.

all decision i made,

it doesn't reflect on what i think and how i feel in my heart.

maybe if i did it, could please everyone, but i know it doesn't please u and hurt u.

u know how and what is in my heart.

i trust u, the day will come again, and only belongs to us.

Rain Falls Down lyrics
I'm only sure of one thing
That's you right now
I hear your voice
And what we talk about
And I'm trying to say
It won't come out
Yeah I'm trying to fix this broken mouth

And I'm wishing that I could take your hand
And set you on some untouched land
Just so you are never sad again
And you world you have known will somehow end

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

To hear my voice and know that I am here
I'm always there to wipe away your tears
I lay your hair behind your gentle ear
And tell you there is nothing more to fear

You are the reason I am the best I'll be
So let me stitch your heart so It won't bleed
And I won't rest until you finally breathe
'Cause I still love you more than anything

There's a beating to your heart
That I just can't be apart

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight

I can feel the rain fall down
I can see the clouds leaving town
I can tell your life's turned round
And I can hear you singing so loud, Now

I can feel the rain fall down on us together
Just wait for the sunshine
Let's wait for the new day
When we can't get away
It's me and you held close together
Hold on for the long ride
This won't be easy, Tonight