Thursday, August 28, 2008

Tired.

i'm feeling tired.
physically and mentally tired.
a photo speaks a thousand word.
same goes to a blogskin.
it tells all the feeling i'm having at the moment.
calm down and everything will be fine.
sometimes,
the secret behind a story,
might be scary.
never step into it
if u do not want to know.
humans' nature is unpredictable.

friday, august 28th, 2008

it's new post...
if i post on 8th september,
that means i did not post for 1 month.
omg, another one month past.
i turing 20 soon in few months more. sighs.
but now i feeling upset.
wanna release my sadness here.
work, today i did closing with 3 partners.
i prefer opening i guess,
as we don't need to clean everything,
don't need to clean the sampah.
the sampah really super duper smelly.
i feel like vomiting when i smell it.
what can i do?
i don't breath lo. lolz
but if i wanna work closing, i will only arrange the pastries.
easy, clean and got air-con from the chiller!
i know i'm bad.
well now is about 2.10 am.
very tired now. but don't feel like going to bed.
at the moment, i'm still considering what course
should i choose to continue my studies.
pharmacy or engineering?
both have it's benefits.
it's so hard to make a decision.
as i always say, i don't like to make a decision.
i hope i will choose the right path.
but i'm ok study either one.
few friends of mine had already start their course.
some fly to US, some to HONG KONG, some other places.
wonder how are they doing now.
we will meet some days later.
today wasn't very in a good mood.
after i heard something from A.
when A told me bout it,
my heart break into pieces.
that feeling was very bad. very bad.
sighs. just forget what A said a.s.a.p.
i'm gonna stop working next month, maybe.
i'm afraid to let my boss know.
i ask her once if i stop next month possible?
she was like monster wanted to kill me.
godness. she is a good person la after all.
wow, it's my first time staying sooooo late wei.
guess nothing else special to tell here.
better off to sleep now.
rain everyday, feeling cold very night.





days we had, too little, too short,
for me to tell u more.

Friday, August 8, 2008

friday, 8th august

I got tagged by a friend xue wei last month.
I didn’t realize it until I visit her blog just now.
So here it goes the tag:

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
thing I think must be happened.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
probably album.

3) Where do you wish to get married?
anywhere that’s nice and beautiful.

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25+? Not sure about it.

5) Are you in love?
currently nope.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Centrepoint hawker centre

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
erm, shopaholic and baby

8) What is your full name?
Tan Yun Xin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
Both.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
All my friends I have now.

11) Christina or Britney?
Neither one.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
no. not yet.

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
any places, but will choose to visit Japan Korea and Taiwan if I have a chance to go now.

14) Hugs or kisses?
Hug

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Good, Helpful, Pretty, Quiet, Shy

16) 8 things I am passionate about:
high tea with friends, sleep, watch series I want, shopping,
listen to music, go online, swimming, eat.

17) 8 things I say too often:
‘mm’, ‘ok’, ‘huh?’, ‘omg’, ‘shit’*saying in heart if something goes wrong*
‘haiz’, ‘yala yala’, and… byk more.


18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
no specific songs. All songs I like I will listen and listen again and won’t get bored of it.

19) 8 things I learned since last year:
knowledge got from A-level course, human communication (still need to improve),
be steady, aways get ready before challenge comes, a lot more that upgrade my life.

20)8 people to tag:
Meng Yean
Creamy since he hasn’t update his blog. (just simply do to accompany me la)
Shafiq
Chee Ping
Mellisa
Kai Sin
Ee Mei
Shi Wen


p/s for shaun: about the tag I got from you I haven’t done it. But will be done very soon. hehe

Thursday, August 7, 2008

thursday,august 7, 08




You Like Names That Are Classic and Timeless



You prefer quality names that have stood the test of time.

You don't like anything that's trendy today and outdated next year.



Names are important to you, and naming someone should not be an social experiment.

You are the type most likely to name someone after a family member.



Some female names you might like: Andrea, Elizabeth, Hannah, Julia, Marie, Nicole, and Victoria



Some male names you might like: Aaron, Benjamin, Christopher, Jonathan, Matthew, Thomas, and Zachary







Your Life is 63% Perfect



Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.

Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.






Your Fashion Style is Urban



You've got a style all your own... and it works

Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science

You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too

You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky







You Should Be a Politician



Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.

Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.

And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.

A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.



You do best when you:



- Work according to your own rules

- Can change the world with what you do



You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.







You Are 18% Evil



You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.

Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!






Your Driving Is is: 40% Male, 60% Female



According to studies, you generally drive like a typical female.

You are a careful, skilled driver. And you are patient in sticky driving situations.

You may get aggressive from time to time, but normally you're a cool, collected driver.

Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?


{i don't think the last one is correct.
people used to say i drink more like a male.
well, it's just a test. =) }

thursday, august 7, 08

Hello everybody!
I did not blog for 1 month already. So now I’m back for blogging.
But as usual, not going blog EVERYDAY.


What had happen in the past 1 month? Hmmm..
Guess nothing special happened.
Just that I cut my hair (I already told you guys about it right in the previous blog).
Then I stay at home whole month after I finish my a-level course.
Everyday I just eat sleep TV housework.
Almost everyday I slept at 1am, den next day woke up at about 9.30am.
Went out for breakfast with mom, and then, guess where I go?
Haha shopping lar.. have been shopping with mom for the past 1 month.
After that fetch my bro have lunch back home by probably 2.
Then while watching TV, I did some housework *fold and iron clothes only lar*
Watched Jap series, Korean series, Taiwan and Hong Kong series as well.
So I did all this in the past 1 month.

I beh tahan with this life, I finally got a job. Just last month, I think its 22nd of July.
Where? Starbucks Coffee Company. This job was recommended by a friend of mine la. *collmate*
I haven been to Starbucks for more than 10 times in my life.
Last year while studying in Taylor’s College University, the Starbucks just a short distance away.
And I only been there about 2 times for the whole year.
I got no idea about Starbucks. Haha. Now I know more about it already of course.

I worked for 4 days and went to 4 classes in 2 days ( 16 hrs for 4 classes).
The classes was a bit bored but 4th class quite fun la as we get to make coffee. Nyeknyek.
I was so surprise that no girls partner work in my branch ( I work kat Centrepoint bu),
only 1 lady who is my store manager.
So when I go for the class, I thought will have some girls la,
but, but, but only 2 gals out of 14 people.
And all are MALAY GUYS. Sadnya.
Anyway I met few malay friends after the class.
During the 4th class, only have 4 ppl, I’m the kakak in the class.
Why? All younger than me 1 month.
All call me kakak. Haha. We went for lunch together lo.
And it’s my first time makan di mamak and order myself.
Normally I yamcha with friends at mamak, I order drinks only,
all the roti roti they order I eat only.
So I have no idea what can I eat. Simply order jer la.
And the chicken is super expensive man!

Haha. So in my store, I’m the only girl partner la. All guys la. They didn’t bully me la.
But they all nice nice ppl la. Very fun working at Starbucks la.
As we can make different beverages la.
Use the La Marzoco machine to do latte and cappuccino la. Haha.
Come find me at Centrepoint *but I cant find u discount ah*
Tomorrow gonna be the register taking order form customer and handle money.
Omg I so nervous la. Haha.
Gonna battle again tomorrow.

But kinda tired la cause you turn here and there to make a beverage and stand a lot.
Sorry for recently no photo updates. Just no photo la. Will post some photo if there is some.
So, eya wanna take a nap, I just came back from work. hehe